Magical.Star

2009-05-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday today but it sucks because I have nothing to do. I wonder if I can say "god bless me" when I sneeze. Oh well...I was thinking why is it that when you ask a christian if demons or angels are real they'll always say "YES! for a FACT!! my gramma saw them" but why would I believe that? It's your gramma who saw it, not you. And demonic posessions happen to only the ones that believe in god, in other words, theists but never happens to atheists. How come?
Let's just say that the no one knows for sure if god exists or not.
So atheists and theists, both groups are WRONG! That includes me. Because miracles have been spotted in some places before but also god never shows up and a lot of things have scientific explanations. And every scientists say that everything must be created by something. Then who created god? God was always there? You'll never know..
God is like a powerful energy or something. If we don't have souls then how can we say that we don't have souls? Maybe because we have souls to feel that we're here. Maybe god is like another soul but the boss. Satan is the bad guy here...
But it has never been proven that god exists.
In conclusion, god might be or might not be real and I've just confused you even more.

QUESTION OF THE DAY : Do you think homosexual marriage should be legalized?

In my honest opinion, homosexuality isn't a choice. Some people can't choose to be homosexual. But majority of the people choose to be homosexual. It has turned into a new trend or a behavior that develops over time. So marriage should stay between a man and a woman. And homosexuals can't reproduce or make the human race grow so what's the point of their marriage? I've stated my honest opinion on homosexual marriage and whether it should be legalized or not.

5 swine flu cases have been found in our district here in Houston. I'm kinda scared. I was talking about it on the bus and this guy was like "it's really not as bad as people think it is" and I gave him a strange stare and he was like "alright alright calm down". lol..
I really have nothing to talk about.

2009-05-02T08:01:00.001-07:00

Just some pictures I took the other day.

2009-04-24T14:37:00.000-07:00

Artists/celebrities that I can't stand at all :
Miley Cyrus
Jonas Brothers
Lil' Wayne
Demi Lovato
Selena Gomez
Fall Out Boys
Lady Gaga
Taylor Swift
Edward Cullen
Paris Hilton
Britney Spears(I used to like her but she's annoying now)
Katy Perry
Anyone from disney
Anyone who're getting fame despite their lack of talent.

2009-04-24T13:55:00.000-07:00

Hey. Haven't been here in a while. I'm listening to Three Days' Grace right now.
Did I mention that I love my cousin to death? If I had to choose between my cousin and my husband, who would I choose? Idk..We're reading Romeo and Juliet in school and I watched the movie(old version..the new version sucks) quite a few times and I can relate to Juliet. The way she has to choose between her husband Romeo and her cousin Tybalt. Idk..i was just wondering. Random thoughts come to your mind all the time.
My friend wanted to see some wall-to-wall posts that my cousin sent me on facebook. We're doing some secret investigations that you don't need to know about. It's personal.
Dude I need a cell phone! I need everyone's numbers saved. Who would remember so many numbers?! Not me..
In Biology, they had to dissect rats and this girl was crying and arguing with the teacher. She got sick and another girl fainted. She wasn't exactly cryng but her eyes were puffy and red. Oh well, I have to do it next year. I'm not looking forward to it..
There's this girl in school who won't shut the fuck up about that stupid movie Twilight or whatever. Everytime that Edward guy comes up it scares me. It's so fucking retarded. It's way too over-rated. No one even likes it anymore and the movie was seriously fucked up. Far from a good mive and it was supposed to be romantic or something? Just shut the fuck up, honestly! It's too gay for me...i like real men not girly boys like Joe Jonas.
Anyway, I'm so tired and sleepy. Stupid Joseph..what's he doing at this time?? sleeping?? I wanna kill him..
I really have no patience and it's a bad thing, I know but I can't control myself. I lose temper easily..but whatever
It's a fucked up world and a fucked up place, fucked up mom fucked up dad fucked up cop with a fucked up badge
Lol..that's the HOT DOG song by Limp Bizkit..I was wondering how it'd sound if played with censored version.
It's finally Friday! I'm so bored and spencer won't shut up. He's annoying.

2009-02-18T18:38:00.000-08:00

Ok, I'm kind of used to my new school now but still I miss Canada hell lots. My mom's on the phone now..Ok I don't know why I'm telling you this. I hate speech class..grr presentations every week..drives me crazy. But sill, I like it..we don't have to do much work, that's the bright side indeed. All we need to do is just talk so doesn't that sound pretty easy? Now let's talk about my life..
WOW! Didn't I start this blog the first time I went to Canada? I did..Time really flies by fast..
I'm supposed to be finishing up my school works but my mind really isn't into it right now. I haven't blogged in like forever so yeah..I wanna talk about something but I don't know what. Alright lemme break it down..
So the other day I was talking to this girl and I said I'm sexually attracted to guys which might sound pretty awkward in a sense but it's just a process of growing up. You can't help feeling that way, you know? And this is what the girl said.. "umm..hehe how bout you get a life??"..WOW very matured huh? Firstly, if you're a girl and you don't like men, then you're not normal and you have no life because having a life means to live a normal life and to be normal, you have to be normal. You have to be sexually attracted to the opposite sex unless you're really gay, lesbian, bisexual, transexual or asexual which aren't normal but I don't have anything against them. And gay people ROCK! They really do..I mean who cares about their orientation? They're mostly nice, funny, caring and what not. I have a gay friend..TRAVIS! He's awesome..
Ok..Today, I went to school and I went to IPC class and I laughed..for some reason..Then I went to world geography class and I laughed a lot because they made me. Then I went to math class and I didn't laugh because they're boring..I went to study hall and I slept throughout the whole period because I had nothing else to do. I went to speech and did presentation about personal experience thingy..I went to GYM after that and had fun..AND then I went to english class and it was boring. And then I came back home. I talked to Joseph for hours and hours and my mom thought I was weird..Then I recieved an email from Marvin and he said that his life is going really tight right now so he couldn't talk to me. His university thing has some problem and he's overwhelmed by his job so he's really busy these days. Man, I feel so sorry for that guy..his life has always been soo freakin' hard! Let's see, his parents got divorced like million times and he doesn't even know who his real parents were. His parents don't treat him so well and all the responsibilities are on him. It's a tough life..I treat him like a friend always but I'm starting to have feelings for him..it's not like "ohh that dude's hot..i like his body" type of feelings..It's something more..Something deeper..FREAK! I rather not talk about it or who knows what will come...but yeah I kind of..like him..*sigh* I'm ending here..I guess..I have a crush on that Jonathan guy..hehehehe!!! OHH I get so high when I think about him..HAHA! Ok I have a crush on so many people..Marvin(real or just another crush..or love.i dunno..WTF I'm crazy), Jonathan(he's hot..and he's sweet..ahaha), that one guy(OHH!!! AHH!!! I AM crazy..that guy..picked me up !! hehe! lol.ok im retarted) ..I"M ENDING HERE..LATER

2009-02-18T18:24:00.000-08:00

I swear this is the last one..

If I was your lover...

How many times a day would you kiss me?
-As many as possible
How many times a day would you fuck me?
-Too many times!!
Would we fuck everyday?
-OH yes!
How many times a day would you just want to hold me?
-All the time
would you take me to places?
-ohh yes
would you love me?
-very much!
If we went out on a date would u have me pay for it?
-No baby! I'll pay for yeh
Would you take me anywhere special?
-Yes!!
If I was sick... what would you do?
-Sit home and watch TV..
If one a my friends tried to get with you what would you do?
-Get with them..
Would u tell me?
-NO WAY!
Would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
-Some of them..
Would u introduce me to your mom/dad?
-Yeah so they beat you up..
Would you care about what i wore when we out ?
-I'd prefer no clothes..
Would you go to the Club with me?
-no
If your friend tried to get at me what would you do?
-slap them
If someone tried to fight with me infront of you what would you do?
-fight them
If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do?
-I'd tell them that ur my love
If i cheated on you would you take me back?
-NO WAY!!
Would u give me your myspace password?
-as if..what if u cheat??
If i gave you mine would you read all my mail?
-yes..check which girls u talk to
If i said i loved you would you say it back?
-i'd kiss u back...does that count?

2009-02-18T18:00:00.000-08:00

1. How old will you be in five years?
-20
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
-Joseph
3. How tall are you?
-I forgot
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
-Parties..cuz this hot dude always hugs me and gives me kisses there...heehee
5. What's the last movie you saw?
-Kingdom of heaven
6. Who was the last person you called?
-Joseph..he's my unbiological brother after all
7. Who was the last person to call you?
-I forgot
8. What was the last text message you received?
-dyum! i don't have a cell phone
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
-no one
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
-call
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
-chatting with joseph
12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
-married
13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
-1 hour before
14. What color are your eyes?
-dark brown
15. Do you own slippers?
-yes
16. What are you wearing right now?
-clothes
17. What is your favorite christmas song?
-I don't like christmas songs..
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
-in front of the computer
19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
-school
20. Africa-NewZealand-Japan?
-k and the question is?
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
-I have no clue and I don't plan on using my brain to think about it right now
22. Do you tan or burn?
-BURN!
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
-NOTHING! I'm brave!!! and I always was..
24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
-Joseph..!! He asked me what's my WHOREoscope and I laughed..
25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
-1
26. When did u last get in a argument?
-yesterday about why god's not real..
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
-laptop
28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
-wtf..with
29. What color are your walls?
-white
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
-two
31. What is your favorite season?
-fall
32. What do you like about fall?
-the fact that it's not very cold and not very hot and the whole season is full of yellow, red and orange leaves
33. What do you like about winter?
-snow
34. What do you like about the summer?
-i get to hang out with everyone..
35. What do you like about spring?
-it's BEAUTIFUL!
36. How many states have you lived in?
-Only Texas..
37. What states have you lived in?
-TEXAS!!
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
-Bare feet..I always walk like that in school and people think I'm strange
39. Are you a social person?
-no
40. What was the last thing you ate?
-Ice cream
41. Have you tried escargo?
-what the hell is that?
42. What is your favorite ice cream?
-Vanilla
43. What is your favorite dessert?
-Ice cream
44. Have you drank a Shirley Temple?
-no
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
-none!
46. Do you like Chinese food?
-They're awesome..!!
47. Do you like coffee?
-no
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
-5
49. What do you drink in the morning?
-water
50. How often do you shower?
-once per day
51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
-no
52. Do you know how to play poker?
-no

2009-02-18T17:43:00.000-08:00

another one just cuz im bored..

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?
-yeah
2. Slept in a different bed?
-who hasn't?
3. Made out in a movie theatre?
-no
4. made out with 2 different people in one night?
-no
5. Thought your cousin was hot?
-no..ew..wtf
6. Been in love?
-who has'nt?? i'm a teenager and it's only normal..
7. Slept past noon?
-nah
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?
-no
9. Gone over the speed limit?
-no..im not allowed to..duh!
10. Painted your room?
-no
11. Drove a car?
-yea
12. Danced in front of your mirror?
-who hasn't??
13. Gotten a hickey?
-no
14. Been dumped?
-yes
15. Stole money from a friend?
-no
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
-yeah
17. Been in a fist fight?
-with my brother
18. Snuck out of your house?
-no
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
-let me think..oh yes!
20. Been arrested?
-no
21. Made out with a stranger?
-no
22. Left your house with out telling your parents?
-no
23. Had a crush on your neighbor?
-kinda..that hot dude..with messy hair..hehe
24. Ditched school to do something more fun?
-No..ditched school to sleep in a lot of times
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?
-yes
26. Seen someone die?
-yes
27. Been on a plane?
-too many times and im sick of it
28. Kissed a picture?
-yeah hehe
29. Slept in the opposite sex's bed?
-yes..but not with them..
30. Love someone or miss someone right now?
-marvin..
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
-ohh yeahh
32. Made a snow angel?
-yes.
33. Played dress up?
-don't think so
34. Cheated while playing a game?
-who hasnt?
35. Been lonely?
-uh huh
36. Fallen asleep at work/school
-today in study hall
37. Been to a club?
-no
38. Felt an earthquake?
-yes a huge one too..next morning all we could see was our house tilted to one side, couple trees on the streets and some other disasters..
39. Touched a snake?
-yeah
40. Ran a red light?
-no
41. Been suspended from school?
-no
42. Had detention..
-no
43. Been in a car?
-DUHH!! what kinda question is that?
44. Hated the way you look?
-no
45. Witnessed a crime?
-yea
46. Been lost?
-yeah
47. Been to the opposite side of the country?
-no
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?
-no
49. Cried yourself to sleep?
-no
50. Sang karaoke?
-yeah
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
-yeab
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
-yeah
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
-yeah
54. Kissed in the rain?
-no but i wish
55. Sung in the shower?
-everyday
56. Had a dream that you married someone?
-yeah but the strangest part is that I didn't even know that person
57. Played getting married?
-no
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
-no
59. Ever gone to school partially nude?
-yeah.. -_-..HELL NO! wtf??
60. Been a blind date?
-no
61. Sat on a roof top?
-yeah
62. Didn't take a shower for a week?
-hehe yeah
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
-no..i watched the exorcist ALONE..and get this..AT NIGHT!so respect!!
64. Played chicken?
-no
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
-yeah
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
-yeah..those freaking guys at my school..
67. Broken a bone?
-no
68. Been easily amused?
-maybe
69. Laugh so hard you cry?
-no
70. Cheated on a test?
-yes
71. Forgotten someone's name?
-yeh
72. Blacked out from drinking?
-no
73. Played a prank on someone?
-yeh
74. Gone to a late night movie?
-no
75. Made love to anything not human?
-O.o..no..the hell man!
76. Failed a class?
-no
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
-yeh
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
-no
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
-no
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
-no
81. Thrown strange objects?
-yeh
82. Felt like someone else?
-no..
83. Thought about running away?
-yes
84. Ran away?
-not yet..but..nvm
85. Had detention and not attend it?
-no
86. Made parents cry?
-no
87. Cried over someone?
-no
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
-no
89. Dated someone more than once?
-no
90. Have a dog?
-yes
91. Own an instrument?
-no..i used to have a guitar
92. Been in a band?
-no but i wish
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
-no
94. Broken a cd?
-yeah
95. Shot a gun?
-no
96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
-no
97. Fell asleep at the computer?
-no
98. Have a major crush on someone right now?
-kinda..that Jonathan or whatever guy..he's hot
99. Have a religion?
-im an atheist..so no..
100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
-no..never even thought of my funeral to begin with

I LIKE DOING THESE...

2009-02-18T17:28:00.000-08:00

Just another survey...

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
-AHH devil eyes..yup..that's exactly what I thought
2. How much cash do you have on you?
-none
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
-More
4. Favorite planet?
-Mars
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
-I don't have a cell phone
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
-Wow..why is it that everytime someone says they don't have something, there are tons of questons just about that one particular subject??
7. What shirt are you wearing?
-A black shirt that says "don't believe the hype"
8. Do you "label" yourself?
-as what? no
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
-shaq
10. Bright or Dark Room?
-dark
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
-no life..
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-talking to joseph
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
-i don't have one, geezus!
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
-I have no clue..haven't seen one in years
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
-dude
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
-taylor
18. Last furry thing you touched?
-i don't remember
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
-10..joking..the hell, man?? i don't do that shit!
20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
-O.o..
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
-14..
22. Your worst enemy?
-I don't have one..
23. What is your current desktop picture?
-Lamborghini..i love cars
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
-later, dude..to joseph
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
-able to fly..
26. Do you like someone?
-hehe..HAHA!! .........ohhhh.....u read my mind..................NO! -_-
27. The last song you listened to?
-get down with the sickness by disturbed

2009-02-02T17:04:00.000-08:00

What day is it? February 2nd? I think so.. Ok Anyway. It's been centuries since I just came here and posted something but surprisingly I'm not dead. Oh well..I can still post something.
Ahhhh my legs freakin' hurt now cuz I did so many stuffs today like played badminton, skateboard, bike. Yup...I just showered and it's like 7:10 pm here in Sugarland(Texas). School's going fine now except for the fact that I always have to sit with some of the most annoying people ever. Ok not that I HAVE to but they force me to even though I kinda stay away from them. I used to sit with them cuz one of them is my dad's friend's daughter and she said that she'd "take care" of me. Pst..i could see that evil face behind her smiley face the day she said it. Ok let me make one point clear here...I DO NOT NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE OF!! GODAMMIT!! And then, mrs prissy asks me to sit with her and her pissy friends at lunch and not to be rude, I have to do as she says(I'm not rude like her). Then, all I hear is them talking about shopping and freakin' stuffs that I don't care about. So I try to avoid her now. And her pissy friend is so annoying. She said hi to me on the first or second day and now she ignores me and not just any kind of ignore but she pretends that she's the best person in the school and looks away when I try to say something. WOW! I have noo idea what I ever did. Honestly, I didn't even talk to her so there shouldn't be anything about me that's bothering her and if there is then why can't she just tell me? The other person wished that I'd die just because I like the beatles. What an idiot! They're a LEGEND! And no, Lil' Wayne's not cuz all he sings about is drugs, money, ass, pussy, fucking, sucking, bitches, whores and what not.
Lil' Wayne's lollipop---
"Shawty said l-l-lick like a lollipop
Shawty wanna thug, bottles in the club"

The beatles' Let it be------
"When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be"

Seriously?! What is she comparing?? What an airhead..
Anyway..blah blah nothing much ...I'm pretty much done here. I feel like ranting on her more but I won't cuz I have a life unlike her and some other people(*wink*)..lol

2009-01-10T15:10:00.000-08:00

It's been long since I last signed in. It's pretty boring you know..And now I'm in Texas. Well about this place..I'll start off by saying how fucking boring it is. My school to begin with is full of smarty pants and they have no sense of humour whatsoever so there isn't really anybody who I can talk to and even if I do I feel so bored that I just wanna kill them. They're all studying for the fucking exams. Speaking of exams brings me to the next topic. I have 3 days to study for the exams and I don't care. I can't get my mind into it and I really don't fucking care if I fucking fail all my fucking exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Blame my parents who moved me to this place which has nooooo people and all they do is drive cars..GOSH!!! Think about the environment dude!!! This...this planet...the earth gave you a fucking place to stay why the hell are you driving cars to cause global warming????!!! Anyway..So I tried my very best and destroyed the simple bit of my lung that was left begging my parents with all my politeness and tears that came from deep beneath my heart just to give me one more chance and bring me back to Toronto but they ain't care!!??!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! I told them that I left my soul in Toronto and without it I won't be able to do ANYTHING!!!! But they dont care..I cant even eat properly but they don't fucking give a shit! bye...fuck my parents..they suck to the core..

2008-12-22T14:20:00.000-08:00

What came first the chicken or the egg?
- the chicken duh
Did we evolve from monkeys?
-i guess
Bush or Kerry?
-bush?
Shark Tale or Finding Nemo?
-shark tale?
Austin Powers or Napolean Dynamite?
-i dun even know wat they r
Black or White?
-black
Pink or Red?
-neither
Blue or Green?
-green
Live in Texas or live in New York?
-texas
Skirt or Pants?
-pants

Favorites

show?
-friends
movie?
-the dark knight
color?
-green
book?
-not sure
genre of music?
-alternative/rock

Things you would like to change about yourself

Would you change your hair color?
-no
if so what color?
- what part of no do you not understand?
How about your eye color?
- no
Workout routine?
-saturday and sunday

Where you were born?
-bangladesh
Would you have a different accent? If so what kind?
-no i don't
Style of clothes?
-skater style

Qualities you find in a partner(since there are so many questions and i have no partners I'll pretend one)

Does sports? If so what sport(s)?
-baseball
Do they have an accent? What kind?
-they speak different language(that hasn't been discovered yet)
Hair?
-purple
Eyes?
-white...plain white
Where do they live?
-on the other side of the solar system
What religion would they believe in?
-they're atheist
Like and has an animal?
-no
If so what kind of animal?
-i said no
Style of clothes?
-they don't wear any
Talent your lover must have?
-must be good at staring contests
What music do they listen to?
-they don't
What kind of food do you like?
-me? anything nice
Any other qualities?
-me? dunno

My Fun!

Have you ever used make believe words such as merglefuggle before?
- don't think so
What make believe words have you used?
-i don't think ive used!!
What words did you make up?
- i DID NOT!
Can you pernounce the word Creptdofungusdoodles?
-no
Look for a book that is the closest to you and write down the title.
-grade 4 math(my brother's)
How many sit ups can u do in 30 seconds? Get up and have a friend time u.
-30..one in each second
Have you ever cried in a movie?
-no
If so what movie?
- no
If I slipped on a banana peel in the cafeteria what would you do?
-laugh at you
Pick a # 1-10. What number did you pick?
-9
Times it to your birth number.
-what birth number? if this is what u mean...1x9=9
Times that numer by 2
-9x2=18
Divide by 4
-18/4=4.5
What did you get?
-4.5
Oh that was just a pointless thing to keep you going.
1 more! Will you pass this annoying survey to all your friends to fill out?
Ok I lied!
What did you eat last night?
-my foot
Turn on the radio and tell me whats on
no
Did you have a dream last night? If so what was it about?
-your mom
Ok we're done! So what are you gonna do now?
-find another annoying survey to pass my time

2008-12-22T13:49:00.000-08:00

1.Is your hair up?:
-No
2.Is your phone right beside you?:
-No
3.Do you have a bf/ gf?:
-No
4.Do you wish you were somewhere else?:
-yes
5.Do you have plans for tonight?:
-not really
6.Are you wearing makeup?:
-no
7.Are you wearing chapstick?:
-no
8.Are you cold?:
-no
9.Are you tired?:
-no
10.Are you excited?:
-not really
11.Are you watching t.v.?:
-no
12.Are you wearing pajamas?:
-no
13.Who's the last person you IMed?:
-Kokilan
14.Who's the last person that called you?
-Mehnaz

PAST

1.Anything you regret?
-I guess not
2.Ever lied?:
-duh...who hasn't??
3.Ever stuck gum under a desk?:
-yeh
4.Ever spit at someone?
-yeh
5.Ever kick something living?:
-yeh
6.Ever had your nails done?:
-it's so uncomfortable to live with nailpolish or whatever on ur nails so no
7.Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?:
-nah..

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:

LAST WEEK

1.Had any plans last week?:
-yeh but i forgot
2.Who did you see most last week?:
-either Malik, Jason or Mehnaz
3.Was last week interesting?
-Yeh

TODAY

1.Have you cussed?:
-yeh at Kaitlin bitch because I had no choice. She cursed someone's dead mom first and now everyone hates her(everyone in this world).
2.Have you yelled at someone
- no
3.Have you gotten mad at someone?
-Kaitlin nazi bitch
4.Have you cried?
-no...what for??
5.Have you called more than 3 people?:
-no
6.Have you IMed more than 3 people?:
- no..only 3 ppl..Broke, Mehnaz and Kokilan
7.Have you eaten anything gross?
-no

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this morning?:
A : Rolled on my bad and went back to sleep
Q. Last thing you ate?:
A: Pancakes
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
A : Not sure but by then I'll be in Texas(where I don't wanna go)
Q. What's annoying you right now?
A : Kaitlin nazi bitch...she's such a heartless asshole muthafucka.
Q. What's the last movie you saw?
A: Never back down.
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A : who cares...yeh I do
Q Where is the last place you went?:
A : School?
Q: Who is the last person you called?:
A : Ramisa to come over
Q: Been cheated on?:
A : I keep telling u no!
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A : well duh yes...
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
A : Creativity
Q: Do you wish on stars?:
A : No because I have a life
Q: Does it work?:
A : Obviously not...
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of:
A : Not really
Q: When did you last cry? .
A : Don't know..I don't cry that much..probably 2 years back
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A : Oh yeh!
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Of course I am..
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
A: no
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: mine
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A : green
Q: Do you have any pets?
A : no
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
A : Green
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A : Asking myself why Im so bored
Q: last person you talked to :
A : Ramisa
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
A : A few months before when he came to visit us..
Q: Look to your left:
A : no..who said I was gonna listen to u
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A : No
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A : no...i'll feel stupid
Q: Song that makes you cry?
A : why would songs make me cry??
Q: Are you a normally happy person?
A : yeh
Q: Is your self-esteem low?
A : I don't give a shit..so yeh pretty high.
Q: What color are your eyes?
A : Brown
Q: Long or Short Hair :
A : Long
Q: Current Music?
A : Let go by Boys Like Girls

2008-12-22T13:24:00.000-08:00

About Me.....

Name: Tanjina
Birthday / Zodiac Sign: Libra
Birthplace: Bangladesh
Places I Have Lived: England, India, Singapore, Canada and going to America in a few days
Currently Living: Canada
Heritage: Bengali I guess??

Appearance.....

Height / Weight: 523 or something and weight is 55 kg or something
Eye / Hair Color: Dark brown and dark brunette
Tattoos / How Many: No and 0
Piercings / How Many: Both ear are pierced one on each
Clothing Style: Casual and I prefer skater style

Personality.....

Are You Trustworthy: I guess
Are You Republican/Democrat/Independent: Independent
Shy or Outgoing: Outgoing
Funny or Serious: Sarcastic
Do You Think You Are Attractive: Yes because I don't give a shit!

Favorites.....

Color: Green and Black
Animal: Lion
Food: Pizza
Sports: Soccer
Band/Musician: Boys Like Girls, Paramore and Flyleaf
Person: ur mom

Friends.....

Estimate how many friends you have: I have a lot in different countries
Do You Like To Meet New People: Yes but not in chat rooms cuz they're filled with disgusting no life people
Best Friend: Mehnaz

Love Life/Sex.....

Are You In Love: does in love with music count?
First Crush: Hey im not telling!
First Kiss: My mom..when I was a lil' kid I kissed her on her cheeks
Are You Taken or Single? By whom: Single it's the best thing ever..
Would You Give Your LIfe For A Loved One: No
Do You Have A Friend With Benefits: huh?
Have You Ever Cheated / Been Cheated On: 1. no 2. no becuz no one dares
When And With Whom Did You Lose You Virginity: not yet and plan not to..
How Many Partners Have You Had: shut up! im not telling...
Do You Like Foreplay: who or what's tht?
Top Or Bottom: ??
When Was The Last Time You Had Sex: never
How Far Would You Go With Someone Of The Same Sex: lol...
Have You Met Someone From The Internet: Do friends count?
Have You Slept With A Co-Worker: I'm a student u dumbfreak

Are You / Have You / Do You.......

Curse Regularly: occassionallly
A Sports Fanatic: soccer and basketball
Have Scars: yes on my arm..
Been Out Of The Country: too many times
Believe In Ghosts: no
Broken Bones / How Many: no and 0
Had A Serious Surgery: no
Been Beaten Up: no
Flashed Someone: how do u flash someone?
Gone Skinny Dipping: wtf is a skinny dipping?
Consumed Alcohol: NOO!
For George W. Bush: hell to the no! he's a dumbass
Done Drugs: no way...
Taken Painkillers / Legally or Illegally: no

Past / Present / Future.....

What were you doing on 9/11/2001: how would anyone remember??
Something you would like to forget: don't know
What are you thinking about: womanizer
How do you feel right now: happy as usual
What are you wearing: clothes
Something you would like to accomplish: don't know

Your thoughts on........

Gambling: something that people with no lives do
One Nation, Under God: lol...
Drugs: bad
Illegal Immigrants: i feel sorry for them
Gay Marriage: if u love someone that much there's nothing wrong with marrying them
Death Penalty: :S
Downloading Music: I do it a lot?
Terrorism: guns and bombs...they need to die first before killing other ppl
What Made You Take This Survey: boredom

2008-12-22T13:15:00.000-08:00

1.Are you shy?
-Kinda
2.Are you selfish?
-no
3.Are you spoiled?
-I don't think so
4.Are you giving?
-yes
5.Would you walk by an old lady carrying groceries?
-No I'd help her cuz i've done it million times before
6.Do you flirt with your best friends boyfriend or girlfriend?
-Noo
7.Do you spend most of your free time on Myspace or Blackplanet ?
-No I have a life
8.Do you lie when someone asks you "Do I look o.k. with this on?"?
-Never. I always tell them how ugly they look if it's true
9.Are you conceided?
-who knows who cares
10.Do you go out of your way to get attention?
-no I hate getting attention
11.Do you go out of your way to help someon?
-no
12.Do you get into arguments a lot with people other than your siblings?
-no
13.Have you ever kissed someone who is just a friend?
-no i have a brain
14.Do you watch Dora the explorer?
-im not a kid
15.Do you believe in Magic?
-no..like i said i have a brain
16.Do you talk back to your parents?
-yes..they're so wrong!
17.Have you ever threatened someone?
-does saying "i'll kill u" count?
18.Are you afraid of the dark?
-sometimes
19.Would you prefer Spongebob or CSI?
-CSI...im not a kid
20.Have you ever lied to make someone happy?
-no I lied to make somene sad
21.Does your Myspace or Blackplanet picture show a picture of your face or your body?
-no
22.Would you prefer soda or Juice?
-both
23.Is this survey too long?
-no

2008-12-09T15:24:00.000-08:00

Yo I've not been here for a long time. It just gets gayer and gayer and I have homeworks and stuffs to do so I don't get much time. It's really cold in Canada now since it's snowing. I walked to school from home and I looked like I just showered. I was sweating soooo freakin' much. From now on if I walk to school I won't have to wear any jacket or sweater. In fact it would be better to wear something sleeveless.

Today at lunch, everyone went outside but I didn't feel like going so I was like walking around the school and I looked so lonely. Then this girl called princess came up and she's like "come walk with me" I'm like "ok". Then she brought me around the whole entire school and introduced me to all her friends and a lot of people. It was fun. Everywhere there's like a group of people and princess goes "everyone meet my new friend" then everyoe said hi to me and stuffs. She's so nice..and it was fun. Then I went to my science class and some of my friends were sitting there.

Then I asked Malik if he can show me this guy named ferdous or something i dunno...I just keep hearing his name so I wanna meet him so bad!!

2008-12-03T14:35:00.000-08:00

Oh when I came out, I saw Tony smoking crap with his friends. I'm like "ewww disgusting". Then I asked him why he was smoking and he told me that he just wanted to try and this is a regret. -_-. I don't care..seriously I think smoking is disgusting, sick and a disgrace to the people all around the world.
Rafsan bhaiya smokes too. GROSS!!!! Just cuz his friends smoke??? R u kidding me....! It's like what the fuck! These people have NO life. Cuz if they did, they would know how to live it to the fullest and have fun not smoke crap cuz it's not fun. Personally I think drinking wine and beer ocassionally is ok(still bad but it's ocassionally right?).
I smoked once when I was 9 or 10. My uncle smokes so I just wanted to try since I was little and didn't understand a single thing. It's probably the biggest regret I can ever make. I'll never take that path again cuz I've seen too much. All my three uncles smoked, drank every night. Two of them are still suffering and they had to go to rehab bu it still didn't cure them. They have bad temper and stuffs. They can't stand anything or anybody, they think their lives suck to the core and they use more than half of their money on cigarettes and alchohol. One time one of them got so drunk that he didn't know what he was thinking and he raped our maid.
Well, that's just two of them but the other one, he suicided himself cuz he thought his life sucked. He left a suicide note.
RIP Uncle buddy..
That's why people should never do such things cuz they can get very addictive and it's almost impossible to get rid of the addiction. And you should never think that your life sucks cuz people have worse lives. Think about the poor people in Africa. They don't get to live in a house like you. Your life is 100 times better than their lives. Their parents die when they're very young. If you think ur life sucks because ur bf broke up with you or you don't get something you want then you're just a fucking bitch with no life.

2008-12-03T14:03:00.000-08:00

Today was a great day!! Except for the fact that I got to know that tomorrow there'll be three tests. Geography, Math and science. ARGH. Anyway..so Paul made this game for us to review for te geo test tomorrow and it was fun playing. Our group won and we got candies(the losers got too.. -_-).
At lunch I went to the cafeteria and found my friend sitting there with a bunch of other girls so I sat with them and talked. I met Jason and sometimes he acts like a girl. When I told him that I was gonna leave Canada in 4 weeks he almost cried..LOL. Shit! He's making me feel so bad!!
So suddenly this guy from my science class came up and he's lie "yo!" *shook hand and hugged me* and he took some of my doritos and left. LOL. He actually hugged every other person and said that it was hug appreciation day. He hugged the teachers too. LOL.He's really nice.
So I came out of the cafeteria and Salim was like "yo Tanjina where did u get ur coke" and I'm like "it's right there..they're selling for 50 cents" and he borrowed $1 from me but when we went to buy those people were gone. LOL.
After lunch I went to science class. I laughed so hard today that I was almost rolling on the floor. GOSH!!! Malik the guy beside me is THE funniest guy EVER!! He doesn't need anyone to talk to him. His brain is filled with funny stuffs and he blurts out one of them every second. LOL. So my teacher told us to do our work but we were talking. Christopher started it...he dared someone to do something and out of a sudden this guy came up to me and he's like "do u wanna go to the movies?" ..I'm lke "wtf?..no". Then he told me that it was a dare. Malik was like "don't listen to them ..these guys are retarted". Then I dared kokilan to hug Mahruf and say "I'm gay". He only said it but no hugs. So then he dared someone else and the whole class went on. Then someone dared me to ask Ajenthan out without saying it's a dare and I did it. Since he was sitting far I had to speak out and the whole class looked at me. I blushed so bad I swear! And then they were like "wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..aww that was cute". Obviously I told him later that it was a dare. Then malik was like "o i thought u guys were starting an engine"(cuz of the wooo sound). LOL!!
This girl in my math class pisses me off so badly!!!! She's so girly, she fails al her grades and she flirts with anyone she finds. She needs to get a life and grow up..
The weather today was perfect! Like spring. Not too cold or hot and it was sunny. After coming back home I went outside to skateboard. It felt too great after so many days.

2008-11-27T13:54:00.000-08:00

It was kinda scary in geography class today. There was a fight....YES!! A FIGHT!! A stupid fight though...only stupid people fight for goodness sake. I know I'm very smart..lol
So this is how it went. A supply teacher came so we sat wherever we wanted to sit. I sat at the back beside Jason, Sahar was next to me and Sarah was beside Sahar. So this girl who's always mad, agressive and violent came and sat in front of us. She always talks really loud, doesn't respect the teacher AT ALL and neither does she respect other people in the class except for her friends.
So Sahar and Sarah were whispering about something(their personal problem) and Genel(that girl) was like "guys shut up it's not time to talk it's time to learn"(she barely comes to school to learn). So Sarah was like "you shut up first" and went on then Genel started throwing books and stuffs at her and she was about to punch Sarah when the teacher came and everyone stopped her. So then Genel's friend Diamond came and said "I'm gonna take her for a walk". Diamond's VERY nice. I dunno how they get along...
Anyway so I was like "WHOA" and I just sat there shocked. Well u see Genel can't stand anyone for some reason and she's always blaming others for no reason. I was lucky that Jason didn't come yet and he was late because then he would be right beside me and we'd be talking louder and more. LOL
Jason came after that and he was looking around and I was like "sit down idiot". And he was like "i'm so tired man" and he looked at Sarah. Then he was like "what happened to you? You look so mad".
Me : You don't need to know
So he started doing his work and we had to write three facts abou ourselves. He wrote "I have blue eyes" and I was like "You don't have blue eyes. They're green". His eyes are actually amazing. They're green and they turn greenish blue when he's sleepy or tired. They're not contacts...naturally green. I know a girl named Uzma and she has green eyes too. They're BEAUTIFUl!
So then Sahar copied off all the questions and answers from me because we need to study for the quiz tomorrow. Jason copied too but I didn't finish #5 so he took my paper home and said he'll do it for me.
He got me mad when he called me transsexual but I was still laughing cuz it was funny!! LOL!!!
My mom told me there's a new guy from Australia who goes to my school and she knows him. SO I'm gonna find out who that is now.
By the way I think my house is haunted because strange things have been happening. Like I put a plate on the table(middle of the table!!!) and then when I go into another room, it drops. Also it the middle of the night, someone turns on the kitchen thingy..um..what do u call it? The thing on top of the oven...yea someone turns it on.

2008-11-26T13:32:00.000-08:00

Alright people this is the quiz that Angela told me to do so I'll do it...

1. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you like?
- Someone who can play video games with me, skateboard, form a band...overall, he has to be fun to be with(although I don't want any boyfriend)

2. How did you celebrate your 1st Month?
- WTF! I'm not in a relationship...

3. Do you feel safe with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Gosh I'm freakin' SINGLE!!

4. When you see your stead injured or sick, would you be there even if you're busy?
- No...I'll let them deal with their own problem.

5. When it's your 12 month & your stead is having another r/s, what would you do?
- I'll ask him " so how's it goin' with her? "

6. What if you know your ex is still loving you albeit he/she is single while you're attached?
- I'll talk to him?

7. Are you single, having a r/s, or having a crush on someone?
- Single duh ? i dun feel like falling in love . (same as angela's answer)

8. List out 3 love/sad songs.
- I dunno ..my heart will go on is the only one I know cuz they're pretty boring

9. What would you do if you and your stead quarrel?
- I'd let him quarrel as much as he can and pretend to listen then mind my own business

10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you?
- No

11. What if you're single and someone has a crush on you?
- I'll talk to him and say I just wanna be friends.

12. How do you feel when you fall in love with someone?
- Do pets/friends count?

13. How many times had your heart been broken by somebody?
- Why would I tell u??

14. If you and your stead quarrel, who'd be the one apologizing?
- Him because I very straight and I don't apologize easily.

15. What would you do if your stead wants to break up?
- I'll be like "ok let's do it because I never liked being with u anyway"

16. Did any of your ex-stead give you a present that you liked the most?
- No

17. When did you last cry for someone whom you love?
- 2 years before? when my uncle died..

18. How many times did you break your promise to your ex-stead?
- None.

19. Do you wish that your r/s will last long?
- NO WAY! How long can it be before I get hella bored with one person?

20. Did your ex-stead kiss you in public?
- No

2008-11-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

hi! I know I didn't post anything for a long time. I was just really bored and annoyed.
First of all...my mom is killing me because of not doing too well in math. She's flippin' her lid like grades are the most important thing in the whole world. GOSH! AT least I passed and gimme a break..I did more than just great in other subjects(90+/80+). So overall my percentage is 77.8.
And this semester is almost over right? So why do I still need to worry abt math??!!
She yelled at me for about 2 days and now she's sick. Who told her to yell at me huh?! And she took down the poster off my wall!!! What did the poster ever do to her????

On top of all that, school's going terrible. People are so quiet nowadays and they all seem to be bored all the time. It's like they're all sick or dead..i dunno..

By the way I'm against stupidity, immaturity or whatever... And I mean when someone is "acting" all stupid and immature. For example, when the answer is right in front of you, you go "so what's the answer?". Gosh U got that brain for nothing? Make it work!

And for immaturity would be when you act all immature....Like umm...you're crying because you didn't get to buy $4000 car or whatever(i know it sounds so dumb but u get the point).I hate it when people say things out like "L-O-L" instead of actually laughing, wHeN PeOpLe tYpE lIkE tHis because it's a waste of time and energy, when people cry too much for no apparents reason because they think their lives suck.
Pls suck it up and deal with it because you're not the only person who has a suckish life. Everyone has problems but you don't have to cry over stupid things which doesn't include someone dying.
I can say I have a pretty suckish life with horrible parents that are very ignorant, terrible friends who only care about themselves, terrible everything I dunno!! But I won't because that's "life". I hate it when someone whines about how their lives suck.

Oh in school today, I was really mad at these two people. They were very racist and I can't stand racism. I'm a muslim but I always feel so guilty of being one and I always end up hating other muslims. It's like they have no lives. All they can do is blame things on other races/religions. So my teacher was asking what we do when someone dies.
Some were like "we cry", "we pray", "we celebrate their lives"...etc etc.
Then my teacher was like "did u know that sometimes people celebrate the life of the dead person?"..what he meants is someone dies and then you dance, sing, eat and stuffs to celebrate all the years that the person lived.
So those two dumbasses were like "what the hell? which stupid race would do that kinda shit?"
So I was like "some races do that and I think it's really great because what if you don't believe in god? hell or heaven? then how can you pray for the person to go to hell or heaven?"
So the tards continued with their immoral argument and I swear I could kill them at that moment. Just because they're muslims doesn't mean EVERYONE has to be a muslim right? People have diff. beliefs!!!!!! And then those fucktards start readin the Quran, brag to the whole world abt how much they love god and stuffs but at the same time they swear a lot, smoke crap etc etc. So what's the point of bragging to the whole world abt how much u love ur god??
My hands are seriously hurting right now and I can start a fight anytime I want(with someone that won't shoot me). If those retarded dipshit still piss me off I'm going to seriously hurt them. Ok maybe not cuz it's easy to say but difficult to do. BUT!! I can and WILL say something to them if they continue they're racism or whatever shit they're doing.

Btw they're forcing me to join MSA(muslim student Association). How many time do I tell them I DON'T PRAY AND NO I WON'T JOIN!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going on a field trip which will have music related to gospel and they're like forcing me to not go because they think they're going to hell cuz it's christian. LOL!!! ROTFLMFAO!!!!

They need lives...

2008-11-16T09:16:00.000-08:00

It's Sunday today!!! No not funday...

I made a HUGE mistake! I went to make posters of the boyslikegirls to hang on my wall...
I asked them the price and heard them saying "4-5 dollars". They actually said $45. So I'm like "alright..i'll make the poster".
And they did so....After which they told me the price and I slapped my forehead and sat there for about half an hour. I can't tell my mom because she won't give me the money, I can't deny because it's not possible, I don't have a job and no money for myself...OVERALL, I HAVE to pay the money since I already made it...

So I told them that I'll pay them the money little by little...$5 each time.
So I just paid $7 and have $38 left. I haven't told my mom yet and I won't. I'll just exchange my coins with her like I always do.

I know it's hard to understand... The thing is that I'll take some coins from her everyday(for no reason..she thinks I "save" the money). So say I've got $3 altogether.I'l exchange the coins for $5 note.

So yea....that's how it works. Then when I bring back the poster, I'll say my friend gave it to me.

2008-11-13T10:05:00.000-08:00

I didn't go to school today. Cus I was sick! god.....!!
Let's see..mm...I missed the science test today. So i'll do it tomorrow. And...I dunno...two more days left till Jason's Birthday...yea so i'll go to school tomorrow to wish him and slap him. Nah just jk...
My nose is blocked, I have a headache and ...body ache? Wait I'll be back someone's calling..

*after 2 minutes*....shit! It's my dad. I hate talking to him!! He never asks anything important but just annoys me to death and I try not to answer. Usually I pretend that I'm in the bathroom or something and come back after he hangs up.

So as I was saying....body ache? yea. Last night I didn't have ANY sleep at all. First, because I watched real gore on www.bestgore.com and threw up ...Those are real suicides of ppl. And there's one video of this guy beheading. He's an american and got his head cut off by Iraq ppl for not releasing the muslim women....WTF?!..they're terrible man...

So I couldn't sleep at all last night after watching all those and regretted everything BIG TIME! It's one thing when it's extremely disturbing but fake.I can handle that and when I know it's real? nah....impossible.

2008-11-11T13:32:00.000-08:00

9.Skateboards!! and 10. im too punk rock for this..yea u get it they're both nice pictures..

8. I like this picture..nice

7. Isn't this picture awesome? Green's my fav color..

6. They rock my socks!!! I love them!

5. I like this picture..punkish ..

4. ARGH! Burn and screw this bitch!She's so ugly, pathetic, talentless fucking bitch!(sorry but I just HAD to say these words)..

3. Don't u love these guys? I know I do...amazing songs and Martin has good looks..

2. The one that I drew...nice huh? I know I'm a genius...jk

1. Boys like girls title logo whatever...

It was a great day today! Totally the opposite of yesterday. I was soo bored last night that I drew a picture of "BoysLikeGirls" title logo or whatever you call it. Currently my favorite band but I like flyleaf as much as I like them. SO they're my favorite bands. You should check them out...

Here are some pictures...they're nice

2008-11-10T16:02:00.000-08:00

Tell you what??? This is one of the worst days of my life!!
1. Freakin' damn cold today totally pissed the living crap outta me. So windy!! ARGH
2. My nose was blocked because of flu...I couldn't breathe!
3. Some people won't even let others do their work.
4. I was bored to death!!!!!!!! Everyone was just too busy
5. My geography teacher's separating me and my friends because we talk too much(no we don't!!!!! there are other ppl who talk a lot more than us)
6. Ppl cussing too much because they're pissed off..(some ppl who were pissed off for not geting enuff sleep or conflict at home or sth they were cursing no one but I was annoyed by that)
7. Forgot to bring tickets and I had to use my money! ARGH...I saved $20 to buy this device that I need for my computer but NO! all the money goes boom...give Jason $3 for lunch, can't give back because he needs money the next day and his mom won't give extra, buy this and that for my mom, and a lot of stuffs so I have NO MONEY NOW !
8. At lunch, left my jacket in my locker so the only thing I was wearing was my sweater which did no good and I froze!
9. Waited for the freakin' bus for like 15 minutes in the cold
10. NO place to sit on the bus
11. My siblings...yea their faces piss me off so I try my best to keep away from them but NO I HAVE to see them everyday!...
12. I was late for school after lunch because of the bus AGAIN!!!!
13. For math assignment those girls won't even let me do a work...like im invisible or sth..or do they think im really that dumb that i can't even do a group work?????
14. We had to go outside for math to measure sth..again freeze to death
15. Took forever to measure that freakin' height or base I dunno dun care
16. Science teacher told us that we have a science quiz tomorrow which I can't study for because of my family(I dunno why but it's their fault)
17. AND ANOTHER TEST!!!!!!! SHOO!!!
18. Geography questions had to do on our own because of ppl who were talking
19. AGAIN!! COLD! I already have flu ok???? why does it have to be so cold outside everyday?
20. I was daydreaming on the bus so got off at the wrong stop and had to walk allll the wayyy home in the cold again...wtf
21. When I reached at my original stop, this guy from our school(who lives around my neighbourhood) was running for some reason which made me mad...i dunno why
22. When I reached home i thought it was gonna be peaceful and had a big smile on my face but unfortunately, nothing went as planned...
23. I wanted to watch a horror movie alone but my stupid brother shows up by knocking on the door
24. Some troll was deleting sth from my profile(u dun need to know much)
25. My laptop's sound system wasn't working
26. No mood to sudy for tests and quizes
27. Feeling sleepy and tired
28. NO ONE ONLINE(surprising because they're 24/7 online...well guess it was just a bad day for everyone)
29. STUDY STUDY STUDY..
30. Annoying mom shows up to ask me questions about some forms or sth and I told her to go away and she was like "why do u always talk like that?" and im like "i just dun understand the form ok?? can u pls get outta my room NOW???" and then she left with her sad face...yea like i care how sad she is!!! ITS JUST ANNOYING

and the list goes on forever....hopefully tomorrow will be a better day

2008-11-07T16:43:00.000-08:00

I'm going NUTS!!! NUTSSSSSSS CRRRAZZZZYYYYYYY I posted a few minutes before when I was normal but now I'm CCCCCCRRRRRRAAZZZYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COMPLETELY INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm making weird sounds, rolling on my bed jumping up and down like an idiot and I have nooooo damn idea of what I''m doing...IIIIMMMMMM CCCCCRRRRRAZY...maybe im finally cracked...HAHAHA!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-11-07T15:53:00.000-08:00

"Turn it up, alright..It's five minutes to midnight..you're coming home with me tonight"
"You're burnin' bridges baby burnin' bridges makin' wishes"
"turned and chased the dollar but it broke his heart so he stuck his middle finger to the worl to the world to the world..yea...I wish I could be As cruel as you And I wish I could say The things you do But I can't and I won't live a lie No not this time"
"that's what you get when u let ur heart win"
"sometimes I wish i could save you"

I was bored so just put fav lines in my fav songs. The first one's 5 minutes to midnight by boys like girls, second one's heels over head by boys like girls, third, let it rock kevin rudolf feat. lil' wayne(if u haven't listened to this song, ur making one of the biggest mistake in ur life..k no just joking but it's the coolest song of the year and dont't believe just ask other ppl and ya'll know), fourth, that's what you get b paramore and lastly, save you by simple plan.

These songs are stuck in my head like freak! Esecially let it rock..can't get enough of save you by simple plan and I can't get my mind outta boys like girls. I'm listening to them right now...

I'm telling u my mom is a racist woman.I don't know what kinda freakin' cruel world SHE lives in but racism isn't accepted in MY world and no one likes racist ppl.

When she wasn't at home, I was rocking my soul the whole time.LOL..played some REALLY loud songs and the whole building could hear. I'll be in big trouble if my mom finds out because im pretty sure that the neigbours are gonna complain soon. ANyyywaayyy...

So pissed off in school today. Felt like punching this guy on the face. I was doing my rpoject with my friend and he comes out of nowhere saying "next time, don't pair up with my wife"...I got so mad that couldn't help yelling out "shut the hell up u son of a bitch" and he left...why would he come randomly and tell me what to do? He's not the boss of me and that girl isn't even his gf. She gets so happy when he says "i love u baby" ..she smiles but she's like "im not ur wife" ..meh meh meh...like a lil' whinny baby..ARGH! These kinda ppl get on my nerves real bad. When the other group was presenting their project, she was teasing that girl at the front the whole time and I felt like slapping her. WHy would she be so mean to other ppl?!

Like this guy in geo class was like "hehe he said class hee"...laughing like a hayena as if it's soooo funny that someone made a mistake. Like he doesn't make mistakes himself..WTF is wrong with these ppl. I stood up and I was like "he didn't say class and u can stop talking and laughing because u laugh like a gay" but I said it in a joking way so not to create a chaos or fight or something.

When I came home I was soooo freakin' tired. My legs, eyes, stomach everything hurts like hell.Because I walked too fast on my way to school..I tell u..wayyy too fast..on purpose so I don't get late. Then when I came back, went staright down on the streets to skateboard but couldn't continue for long. After I did a few ollie, I was gonna do another but then when I bent down on my knees to jump up, I oculdn't get up anymore and fell real hard on my head and lied down there for a few minutes while moaning..then rolled once or twice and got up. I couldn't even push forward on the board. I stll tried to do a little and I did but before getting the other foot on the tail, it went off my feet and thre I go running to catch the board and went back home.

Turned on the computer and went on msn. AFter a while Jason came to bother me. He was just asking me the hw and telling me stuffs but I told him that I had to go outside to my cousin's house so he'd stop talking..and it worked! yey!!...ARGH!

I'm tired ok?????

2008-11-05T09:30:00.000-08:00

It's fixed! FINALLY!! Yes...my laptop's FIXED! It was broken into PIECES! That's right ...PIECES..as in small little pieces. Then I brought it to that computer fixing place and they fixed it! took $175 ONLY!! I thought it would take like 100 or sth....anyway

Halloween was great, school's great and everything's cool as usual. In english class, i talk to my friend Amina like for a lifetime and we never get to finish our work. This girl called hajra said that I talk wayyyyyy too much..Yes maybe I should stop.

Yesterday these girl in my class called me a boy. It was funy but weird. She pointed out every gross thing I do and everything I like and stuffs. Then I was like "man, im not a boy" and she was like " yes u r..u like blahblah blha..and blha"...whoa...

I also got kicked out of the class because of Jason the Fag! He talks too much and I was laughing and stuffs and my teacher was like " Tanjina, can you go out of the class?" and I went out. Then she came out and asked " r u ready to be quiet?" and I was like "yea and im sorry". When I went inside, that faggot was laughing like hell.LOL..then he was like "r u mad at me?.k sorry...can I have a pen pls?? PLS!! MY GOOD FRIEND??!!! My best friend???!!!"....I was like "shut the hell up, my good friend"...and he kept on poking me throughout the whole lesson. Sahar was just beside me and she got so mad that she yelled at both of us and we were still laughing. LOL

2008-10-27T14:13:00.000-07:00

Halloween dance is coming up and this guy asked me out but too bad I'm not going cuz my mom has a thing to do somewhere. So I have to stay home that day and take care of Farin.

It was really cold outside today and I fell asleep n class without even knowing. Jason's cheeks were all red ..glowing red..lol..now imagine how cold it was today. Of course because of his skin color that's white(not bring racist) but I've never seen him like that before and I laughed so hard..LOL. When we got our test papers back he was standing in front of me for some reason and he was hitting me with his paper and showing it o me.Then he called me but I was kinda confused because I didn't know what he was doing all those for. He probably wanted to know my marks but he could have just asked instead of bothering me for no reason.I was helping Saha with her project at that moment. So then I got annoyed and I was like "what??! Here take my paper and go" then he left. Or probably he wanted to say something else...BUT he didn't wanna tell in front of Sahar...god..why didn't I think of that before.

I need my picture ..seriously!! It takes them 3 days to print a picture that I payed for. They said they'd take 3 hours but no ...first, they forgot, then their machine broke, then this happened and that happened and now I have to go back.I went there 5 times and it's really far away! Plus it's not safe at all. There's like place for drinking, smoking and a bar where freakos hang out. They spray paint and stuffs. And also some shops where u rent sex videos and porns. I guess u know what kinda place that is. Yea and guess what? Everytime they ask me to go 9:00 at night when everyone's sleeping and I HAVE to go. Like wtf?! And last night I went there walking in the heavy rain. I feel so mad at them ...no sense of responsibility for freak's sake.

2008-10-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I was snowing today without any weather forecast for it. And yea it was shitty.I had to put on a sweater and a jacket with hand gloves to go with. First when I went to school it was really cold then it started drizzling and then it snowed a little and stopped and then it drizzled and snowed at the same time. I put up a video on youtube. It was kinda lame though...I was singing umbrella in the background and I forgot that the audio was being recorded. Whoa...how stupid is that..anyway..school...yea school...tiring.Everyone tends to fall asleep during the last period because it's the last period after the long tiring day and the teachers are like "is everyone dead?" oh gosh!! You know how I said I hate Lil' Wayne? Well....duhhhh obviously I still hate him but I like one of his songs that Jason introduced me to today. It's let it rock feat. kevin sth. Rock and rap mixed together made it a good combination.Sometimes sounds kinda like techno too. And I'm getting obsessed with shake it by metro station. When I first started talking to Jason he seemed like a totally different person with NOTHING in common but now I realized that he likes the same songs as me and he likes the same colors. I'm starting to dislike the color purple for some reason...it's becoming more and more gay to me..i dunno why and also for some random reasons I kinda dislike the JBs..they're getting lamer and lamer everytime I listen to them.Never brings up something to pump me up except for guitar solo in some songs which isn't very powerful to me and they're getting overrated. I hear people talk about how they like them so much and it just annoys me. Not to mention Selena Gomez is getting overrated too and overall I hate disney....kiddish stuffs played way too much.

Dang dang dang....Let's see...who agrees with me that High School Musical is the worst movie ever? I know! Myself and some other people.Not some but a million and trillion people will agree with me on that. That stupid movie is the WORST of all time!!!! A few days ago when I was walking back from my locker I heard some people saying they're gonna watch HSM3 and I wished I could throw a brick at their faces.

This girl in my English class thinks Barbie is cute!!!!! DAMN IT! BLOODY HELL!! WHAT THE FREAK!! Barbie is gay shit! Pinkish girly stuff...yea whatever.

Some people are just retards...I dont need to say anything...you'll know who u r if you think something doesn't feel right and people are looking at u strangely.

Oh and that girl who thinks barbie's cute also thinks wearing different shoes on ur feet is stupid and wearing earring on one ear is stupid.And also fingerless gloves..
I was like NO WAY! That's funky and rockin'.I wear earring on one ear too and sometimes I wear different sneakers on my feet and I see a lot of people doing the same.It's cool and funky.And fingerless gloves are my favourites.They're cool too.

2008-10-18T10:12:00.000-07:00

OMG! It's been sooo many days since I posted the last time. Like the last time I'm in Ramisa's house because my laptop's confiscated. Why can't I just be grounded for freak's sake?? I mean that's sooo much better right??...Oh wait..then I won't be able to go to the skating park anymore..yea that's worse.Anyway...

School's good as always. I'm getting good marks on subjects and everything. I joined a club called RISE.It's rising up againts violence like unhealthy relationship, bullying and such. Tony always scares me..he has scary hair and scary eyes.I'm like "dude u scare me" and he's like "I do?" *looking at me in a mysterious way..LOL.ARGH! I'm so bored..I don't know what to say whatsoever.

Hopefully I'll watch A haunting today. I wanna watch both episodes at 12 noon and 12 midnight.

We're gonna eat pizzas today and watch movies and stuffs cuz it's Saturday!!!!!! YEA...
I also wanna go to places but my friends are too busy to go with me. When I told Jason about Stella and Nick going to Argentina he was like "I wonder what they're doing there" LOL!!!!!! I laughed so hard that water came out of my nose. Blame Jason!! That guy is funny!! He says I like Mahruf.I got so mad that I drew on his hoodie with a chalk that was on my hand. I was writing on the board with that and he came to annoy me. I told him that if he annoys me one more time I'll draw on his face with a pen and he was like "sorry buddy" and gave me a high five.

2008-10-13T11:27:00.000-07:00

Hi! I'm posting from Ramisa's house because I lost my laptop. Yep! I lost my laptop and I don't know..I get so bored and I feel like screaming. It's thanksgiving today and last night we had turkey.It was good.

I just found a skating park in scarborough.I have to take the bus 54.I found it on the internet! I'm so happy! AND....Did u know that it's fall and it's beautiful in Canada??!! Trees are all yellow, orange, red and magenta.You REALLY should come here or something.Oh wait...how about I post pictures??? Great but not now. Some other time when I find my laptop. It's a beautiful day outside.BYE

2008-10-03T21:09:00.001-07:00

Hey! I changed my old blogskin! OMG! Finally...it was pretty weird when I got mad about the previous one.This is what I did..I went to Ramisa's house, copied, pasted and sent it to my email and when I got home I just copied and pasted the code over here.Pretty smart huh? I know..I'm a genius.WOW u guys are weird...getting mad at me for calling myself a genius.Seriously?? What's wrong with that? It's not bragging it's just JOKING! LOL. I tried to do a lot with my old blogskin and everything got ruined really bad.I had underlines all under my posts.How awful is that!? Now I have one that's nice, rocking and simple.

It was an insane day in school today.Not good..not bad but just crazy!! People were....never mind.I don't wanna talk about it and make u feel like your dumb(you don't know what I mean right?).Anyway...so after school I was supposed to meet Stella but I didn't go because Stella and Nick(her boyfriend) flew off to Argentina.They were packing and stuffs so she couldn't come.It's kinda weird right? ARGENTINA! WHOA! WITH ONLY ONE PERSON WHO'S 15!! WEEEEEEEEIIRRRDDD... Then I hopped on to my skateboard and took the bus from in front of my house to go to scarborough town centre(for some bussiness which u don't need to know) and when I was sitting some dude from the back called out to me and when I turned around I saw Priyan sitting there.With the most annoying 10(or13) year old kid ever!.He was like "so you love ur skateboard huh?"
Me : Yeah..do u like it
Priyan : Yea
Kid : Do you skateboard?
Me : yeah..I ride it and I'm working on the tricks now.I know the ollie..pretty easy.
Priyan : Do you live around here?
Me: Yea
Priyan : ohh..where you going?
Me : Scarborouh Town Centre.Where are you guys going?
Priyan : To some place
Kid : Do you know any tricks?
Me : Working on them like I said
Kid : It's sooo easy
Me : what's easy?
Kid : The tricks
Me : Yeah right..try them yourself and you'll know how easy they are
Kid : I did the ollie on my first try
Me : Kid, it's really hard..go and ask people around..even the professinal skaters say it takes up to 2 weeks to learn the ollie
Kid : the one where u jump on the skateboard?
Me : *laugh* no goofball..the one where u pop and swipe
Kid : yeah it's easy..
Me : How di du do it?
Kid : some kids were skateboarding and I asked them if I could have their skateboard and when I tried I did it on my first time
Me: *thinking..such a bad liar* It's really not that easy as u think
Priyan : Yeah she's right.You have to do different movement with both of ur feet.I can imagine how hard it is
Me : He's right.One feet's used to pop and the other one's to swipe
Kid : It's easy sucker!
Me : *getting kinda mad but still cool*
Priyan : U have a guitar on ur skateboard.Are u a rocker or do u like rap?
Me : I love rock..I listen to metal, rock, hard rock basically.I hate rap
Priyan : *staring at me with big round eyes as if never seen anyone liking rock before*
Me : WHAT??
Priyan : Nothing.Which rocker's ur favorite?
Me : I have a lot..like I like flyleaf band a lot and tokio hotel too
Priyan : Oh..so u hate rap?
Me : YEAH!!! I hate rap like...I just hate it
Kid :*starting to be annoying even more*..Rap is the greatest.You know lil' wayne?
Me :yeah!! He pisses me off..he's so ugly and if I had money I'd buy him a belt.Oh wait he already has some but he doesn't know how to put them on properly.Maybe I'd teach him how to wear one.
Kid : Lil' wayne yukitty yuk yuk..*he gave me the biggest lecture of my entire life about lil' wayne.It's like he memorized stuffs from the internet.Told me his biography*
Me : Listen..I don't wanna argue about this.I understand that different people have different choice of music.SO seriously shut the hell up!
Kid : *another lecture about how wayne released his album or something*
Me : Ok I already said it..I DOn't wanna get into a fight here..
Kid : Ur a big time loser.Whites listen to rock and blacks listen to rap(something like that he said..at that point of time I wasn't really paying attention to this annoying dude)
Me : ok now ur just being racist
Kid : *Yuckitty Yuck yuck*
Priyan : (to the kid..trying to defend me or something)You know this girl's a really nice person and she's really smart.
Kid : Both of u are losers
Priyan : *not paying attention*
Me : *not paying attention either*
Kid : Th eonly reason I hang out with this....blah blah blah
And the bus stopped and we said bye to each other.I felt like slapping that little kid.

It's 1:00 am here now.Ramisa told me about another annoying girl in her class.If I ever see her I'd slap her in front EVERYONE really hard.I'm not even lying.First she was like "You're my friend..no you're not my friend" to Ramisa and she has a REALLY sqeaky voice.She looks down on people and follows people around everywhere.Ysterday she was like "do u wear high heels" and Ramisa was like " I hate them.I like converse shows".That girl was like "eww..ur a half boy half girl"...
HEL-LO! R u like dead or something, girl??? Girls wear converse too u know? And it's cool.Not everyone likes being girly.Firstly, in my opinion, they are FAKE! They wear too much make ups(which I don't because they make pimple grow and what's the point of wearing it? Not like without wearing it ur gonna embarass urself)..then..they make their voice sqeaky like a hamster to be "cute".I don't know how but boys don't like that..realy boys find it annoying.I have a lot of friends who are boys and if you talk to them you'd hear them saying "I hate her fucking voice" when a girly girl talks.So yea...Third, they look down on people.They think they're really popular and stuffs and they think everyone's worse than them.They think they're queen of the world or something.And lastly..they like pink to abuse the color.Which speaking of, that girl in Ramisa's school has a pink bagpack.Well...I like pink too but girly girls are abusing this color by liking it wayyy too much and having all their stuffs pink and saying "oohhh i just like loooove pink"..poor color..I feel sorry for it.Being abused by bitches.

Well, that's all I have to say for today.I have a tons of hw this weekend.I usually don't have any on weekends but I didn't do my hw before when I had time so I have the whole weekend to do my hw.And I even have a science project about superheroes(elements..lol).Wow...when I was typin this whole thing I fell asleep halfway through..sleepy head...gtg.

2008-09-28T09:27:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm gonna meet Stella today in front of her school and she's bringing her bf Nick! Im bringing Ramisa and we're gonna hang out and ave a lots of fun skateboarding!!!! I CAN"T WAIT I"LL POST AFTER I MEET HER AT 4 30 pm today.OMG!!! I feel so excited!!!

2008-09-27T16:09:00.000-07:00

I just got my skateboard from my aunt.Many thx to her!!! I'm so happy! Now I'm gonna skateboard outside with my friends and skater dudes!!

2008-09-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

So far I got birthday wishes from my aunt(who I didn't talk to because my cruel mom), Edna, Ranamita, Stefen, Edmund(the first person to wish me), Carolyn, Stella and Amina(friend from my school).So my aunt, how caring...remembers my birthday after sooo many years and I was the most loved one in the whole family that's why all of them always remember my birthday and stuffs like that.So she called very early in the morning and asked if she could talk and my mom said no.GOSH! They sorta had a fight and it's her freaking problem not mine.I wanna talk to her.How can I not after knowing that they love me so much??My mom's sooo something.Sometimes I hate her so much because of being so shallow and selfish.I wish I could yell at her face saying "LET ME TALK TO HER!!!!!".Anyway...I just caled Ranamita and she wanted to know names of my friends in school so here goes...

Sahar, Sarah, Uzma, Jason, Priyan, Amina, David, Samantha, Francais, Christopher, Suzelle, Christina.These are my friends from school and I have a a lot outside school and even outside the country. And I guess u know my three best friends...Stefen, Stella and Carolyn.

2008-09-24T13:56:00.000-07:00

Wow...they have a lot of problems and worries in their life.No wonder they're so messed up and can't stand anybody.They're always jealous of everyone and they need help so this is what I have to say to them..If ur smart eniugh then go get some help idiots! Why call people names for no reason? Rmb..they have life and they have problems in their life too like you.You can't expect them to accept you and your nonsense and if you think they're the wrong ones then why even care about them and give urself stress...so dumb! for goosness sake go talk to someone or forget abt them. I know you don't know me but I'm just telling u this...for ur own good

2008-09-24T13:05:00.000-07:00

Hmm...I'll begin with TRT(Thomson reads together).It was for 20 minutes and I read a book.Sahar wanted to read my book called "The Bully".She liked it very much so she wanted to borrow it from me.Maybe tomorrow..We had to do a worksheet but we couldn't since we were so busy talking about demons.I started it first as usual(tht's what I do with all the people).I asked her if she liked horror movies or ghost stories.Then she said "oh yeah I love them" and we continued.She said that I was scaring her so I wanted to stop but she told me to continue and so did I.Then she told me some and I told her some.I even told her aout my childhood experience and she said it was a Jinn who does it to a lt of people and one time it got her too.It kinda chockes people...Like holds your breath and you can't move or talk at all.She's lucky it happened to her once only and it happened to me for years!! One night it went away and never came back again.I think last last month it was here.Ramisa and Samena went to the tuition and first I had a nightmare and it started choking me.Sahar said you always have a nightmare before it happens.I asked a whole bunch of people and yes! It's true that it's a Jinn(demon).One night I even saw them sitting on my bed and talking about me.I saw them for real I swear to god! My eyes were open..

Sahar said that her house was haunted before and one night her dad heard her aunt's voice outside the door crying "open the door!!!" but when he did she wasn't there.The demons tricked him.Well..strange things happen.

After that I had English and Sahar had science so we left for our classes.Blah blah blah lessons learn talk and stuffs and I saw Sahar waiting for me outside the library at lunch.Then we went to the field behind school and some people were jogging.We asked the coach if we could join the soccer team.He said it's gonna be next month or end of this month.WOOOHHHOO!!!!! Soccer! I love soccer...Then the bell rang and we started walking for our class.On the way we saw priyan and he was like "yo r u guys like best friends?" and Sahar said "yea".He was just wandering around and when he saw us he started walking with us and we talked..blah blah blah and science...

Mr. Kim did another experiment today.He's so cool! He makes us laugh so hard and he does all the magical experiments! The other day he made some soap bubbles and when fire touches them they go "boom!".Today he mixed some acid with sugar and first the acid turned yellow and then brown and then black.Then smoke started rising from it and the sugar started growing.It came out of the beaker and it was rising and rising.It was so freaking smelly!! Ewww...everyone ran out of the class and waited outside for the bell to ring.I went to math class with Fatima.She's in grade 10 and in my math class.

After school I was waiting for the bus and as usual the skater dudes came.I watched them for a long time like I always do.I AM GOING TO TALK TO THEM TOMORROW AND the more I wait and hesitate the more likely am I gonna change my mind so I'm gonna talk to them tomorrow and it's final!!!! So I got inside the bus and there was so many people that I couldn't stand.I had to squeeze really bad.I was like totally leaning on this guy and it was awkward.I felt so uneasy that I couldn't help myself but to push him away.He didn't say anything though cuz he thought I didn't do it on purpose.

Now I'm at home of course waiting for Stella to be online and see if I can meet her.When I was on my way to school I was looking around and saw st. albert catholic school the one that she goes to so I'll talk to her and see if I can meet her.Just to hang out.Maybe she can teach me how to do some tricks on skateboard...or her boyfriend.Her boyfriend taught her how to skateboard at first.We can hang out together or something.I'm so excited right now! Can't wait!! And I'm talking to Stefen right now..He's talking about his school.

Edit : Stefen said something funnilarious!!!!! I'm laughing my brains off right now and Samean thinks I'm crazy because I'm laughing so hard.I think even the neighbours can hear me laughing...God..*trying to calm down*...And start laughing again...HAHAHAHAHAHA ROFL LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 'm rolling on my bed....can't help it..omg tears in my eyes...help...I'm gonna die..can't breathe...oh uh ah eh...*deep breathe in and out in and out in and out and start laughing again*...FINALLY!!!!

Edit again : The last message he sent me was "awww lol".LOL.And I started talking to Carolyn.She's funny too! First she sent me a message saying "stop cutting yourself...lol..jk" and i was like "do u?" and she said yea I have about 18.SOme say C.M(carolyn mills) and a lot of stuffs.She said that her mom turned her into an emo person because she tells her to do too many stuffs. We talked for a long time and done.Now I'm waiting for Stella to be online...*tick tock tick tock* (there goes the clock)...I can't wait for her to be on msn asap.

Those are my three best friends online.Stefen's from Texas, Carolyn's from Florida and Stella's from just beside my house.LOL.I'm gonna meet Stella tomorrow or something so we can be real life best friends.Seriously it's a miracle.She has EVERY single thing in common with me.I can't list them down because it's gonna be longer than the longest list in the history of lists.Carolyn and Stefen know each other but Stella doesn't know either of them.

2008-09-23T19:39:00.000-07:00

3 more days left till my birthday.Not that I care about it a single bit...come on..the day when i was born, get a stupid cake and candles, blow them and everyone shouts "happy birthday"..yeah..BIG DEAL!! *sarcasm*.The only thing I care about is my skateboard.Well...i know it's weird that I don't care about growing up but it's so normal..everyone grows up.Yea HUGE DEAL again *sarcastic face*.Sooo counting down till i get my skateboard.I'll be 15 this year not to mention.Still a teenager.Can't wait till i'm 16.I'll have a licence and I CAN DRIVE! I'll drive my own car(maserati or convertible) and free to go anywhere I wanna go. Ain't that great? Btw I don't care about no sweet sixteen..all girly stuffs.It gets noisy when too many people are at home so I DON'T WANNA CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY...talking to my folks here!!! I JUST WANT MY PRESENT and THAT"S IT!!! If u wanna celebrate my bday u can't invite any people in this house(except for Ramisa, her parents and bro)!!!!! Maybe u can bring a cake or something but pls no candles or anything special!! *SIGH*

And btw my wishlist's getting smaller.I KNOW i can make all the wishes come true.I just know it..it's really not that hard.Some of them, I just have to ask my parents.Ok maybe most of them but some of them will just come true because I truely believe in myself and my wishes.And another quick thing..I talked to Stefen today(gosh! Long time I haven't been talking to him).He's good and everything's good.I also talked to Stella and her bday is on sept 29 and she has a skateboard.He bf taught her how to ride a skateboard.She lives far so maybe I can't really meet her.

2008-09-22T16:43:00.001-07:00

The biggest problem is that I can't change my blogskin for some hella reason! I can't get no blogskins.Man, It has some freaking problems! It appears as zipped folder or whatever!!! It's driving me nuts.I'm getting bored of this same old stupid skin.I wanna change it to another orange and black punk girl with some balloons and messy and...and...*sigh* can't say no more! My throats dry.I so wanna change my skin.I'll freaking fix this gay problem!!

2008-09-22T14:53:00.000-07:00

One more freaking week till my birthday.Of course I'm happy.I HAVE to get a skateboard. I'll probably kill myself if I don't get a skateboard.I love skatboarding, do you? How can anyone not love skateboarding, man! It's cool!
Anyway..my whole body hurts really bad after having that split yesterday.I was jumping and running around like crazy yesterday at the park.I jumped from the stairs so many times and then I held on the swing that was wrapped around those iron bars and started winging and flinging my legs into the air like a monkey.And then I screamed a little saying "ohh this is so much fun!".Oh when I jumped I landed on the sand but it has high.So after that I went to try the skateboard that this boy brought to the park.And I fell really bad.I did a terrible split with both my legs...frget it I can't say.The guy with the red shirt left with his skateboard if not I would have tried that one(which was much safer of course becaue the one I tried had only two wheels so it's really hard).Now I can't even move a part of my body...I guess I'll just lie on my bed and wait till my pains are gone and start skateboarding again when my skatebard arrives.I used to have a skateboard when I was in Sg but never went far with it and I didn't have much friends to ride it with but looks like I can find plenty in my school now.I also had rollerskates in BD and SG.My dad taought me for the very first time how to skate.
Before I couldn't even balance myself on a skate and then my dad told me to split my legs a little and push forward.Then it became really easy.It's really very easy! It's like a bike.It's really easy after you learn how to ride a bike.
I've decided to get a skateboard from west 49(my fav store of all time).That's where I got my hoodie from.You can find all the coolest stuffs there.That store's actually for boys or girls who are like boys.It's so awesome!!!

2008-09-18T13:26:00.000-07:00

This guy in school keeps on staring at me.I don't know why but he's really weird.Well..it's not a stare kinda stare but it's..I can't explain it.He just keeps on staring and I can see from the corner of my eyes that he's staring at me but when I look he smiles and looks away.What the...k.I'm not crazy like some people who don't like staring.Even if the person's staring at you for a bad reason or talking about you to some other people, I don't really mind.I mean come on...It's no big deal.People have eyes they'll stare.If they have mouth they'll talk.It's not killing you.They need help and so be it.Why are you guys so soft? You gotta be strong right?? Yea so back to that guy.Actually not going back to that guy because I'm done talking about him.That guy who chased me yesterday is Jason.I asked him and we chatted a bit.He asked me what courses I'm taking and stuffs like that.I had a grade 10 math book with me and he thought I was in grade 10.So he asked me a few questions about where I came from and blahbitty blhabitty blah..you know normal questions in a normal conversation.And then we talked about the guy who got shot.He told me that he got shot by his own gun and I was like "oh yeah?! How come?" and he said that he brought that gun to school and he was threatening and bullying some people so they snatched the gun from him and shot him.He said that he knows a girl who knows that guy.They were friends last year.And I had to get to class so we said bye to each other and left.We were practising fire alarm during English.The buzzer rang and we walked downstairs slowly and one girl thought it was real so she was like "I took so many days to do my science project.I don't wanna get my stuffs burned".LOL.I felt like laughing the crap outta my head.After lunch I went to my science class.I was early so I walked around the class.There were snakes, butterlies and gross stuffs in jars with some weird chemical.There were worms and lizards too.Not to mention fishies, plants and other stufs.There was some things that looked like alien babies.They had small tiny little arms growing from them, tiny little legs, black eyes looking like dots and a body that's very small.I think they were human babies in jars with chemicals to keep them fresh.I can't go thinking about those...eww.Forget it.Then we had our fun lesson and laughed a lot.This guy has the coolest shirt ever!!!! And everyone wanted to buy one from him.The shirt has this music thingy that shows those rectangle shaped things going up and the colors change whenever there's music going on.You dont need to attach anything with that shirt.It just glows by itself whenever there's music and goes exactly according to the beats in the music.So my science teacher turned on his boom box and his shirt was glowing and going up and down and my teacher started dancing.That guy danced too.And my teacher was like " come on.don't make us look like some idiots.Join in" and all of us danced.The light was off so we felt like in a disco.The disco ball was that guy's shirt, the music playing on the boom box was techno(my favorite for dancing!!) so it was really really fun!! I stopped by the library and got two books.When I was at the bus stp waiting for the bus I saw the girl named Angela on TV.Who said she knows the guy who got shot.She's in Bendale of course.Man, the people from bendale are so freaking scary!!! Rmb I told you these scary guys at the bus stop always?? Yea they're from bendale.Angela was with her friends and they looked like some gangsters.I bet they were..If not how come some random guy would carry a gun and no one knows about it?? Me and a boy from my school, we live at the same place so we always go to school together and come ack together too.I could tell that he was scared.He was standing in one corner peeking at those scary looking people from the corner of his eyes. And he ran down the bus when it stopped.I did the same too! GOSH!

2008-09-17T14:02:00.000-07:00

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
- My face
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
- Blue and grey
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- No way! I don't kiss jerks..
4.Do you plan outfits?
- No..
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
- Normal..just focusing on this
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
- Blanket
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
-aim
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
- Last dream..hmm.I was on this huge Elephant and then it turned to this boy and I slapped him really hard.And then...I locked myself up in my room.I don't even know..that's like the siliest dream ever that makes no sense.
9. Did you meet anybody new today?
- yep!
10. What are you craving right now?
- nothing..
11. Do you floss?
- noo..
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
- green
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
- what's aim??
14. Are you emotional?
- I don't know..I guess..well maybe...who cares.I don't like crying anyway..
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
- what's the taco song??
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
- Yuppers!!
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
- I bite.I only lick it if it turns liquid.
18. Do you like your hair?
- yea
19. Do you like yourself?
- yea
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
- yea
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
- no
22. What are you listening to right now?
- fully alive by flyleaf
23. How many countries have you visited?
- a lot..too many to count.
24. Are your parents strict?
- yea
25. Would you go sky diving?
-yea definitely!
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
- LOL! No he's a jerk
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
- absolutely
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
-no
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
- no
30. Do you rent movies often?
- yea
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
- a new girl
32. Have you made a prank phone call?
- yea
33. Do you own a gun?
- no
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
- yea I can but it'll take a long time
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
- myself
36. Brown or white eggs?
- neither
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
- no
38. Ever been on a train?
- yea
39. Ever been in love?
- don't care
40. Do you have a cell-phone?
- currently no
41. Are you too forgiving?
- Mess with me and you'll see.
42. Do you use chap stick?
- what's chap stick? if u mean chopsticks then no.I don't know how to use 'em.
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
- I haven't talked to him for a long time.We're both pretty busy with school.
44. Can you use chop sticks?
- I already said no...
45. Ever have cream puffs?
- nah..
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
- I guess...on a butterfly??
47. What was the last question you asked?
- Is it a survey??
48. What was the last CD you bought?
- Jonas Brothers a little bit longer
49. Boys or girls?
- boys..I hate girls.Boys are much friendlier than girls trust me.
50. What is your bus number for school?
- 57
51. Is your hair curly?
- at the bottom
52. Last time you cried?
- don't rmb.
53. Ever walked into a wall?
- how's that??
54. Do looks matter?
- no..tht was ridiculous.I don't even care about my looks.
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
- No.I don't go shopping..
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
- yea
57. Favorite time of the year?
- Halloween
58. Favorite color?
- Green
59. Are you sarcastic?
- sometimes.
60. Do you have any tattoos?
- no
61. The last person you held hands with?
- I don't rmb..should be one of my family members..
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- yea sometimes..
63. Where was your default picture taken at?
- Some hill on some place...
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
- let's see..Miley Cyrus, Paris Hilton, that girl and the other girl so yea it's 4 people..
65. Do you like your life right now?
- why sure!
66. How often do you talk on the phone?
- not much..
67. What is your favorite animal?
- dogs
68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
- I forgot..It might be new shoes..
69. Do you have good vision?
- nah..
70. Can you hula hoop?
- no
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
- yea
72. Do you have a job?
- no
73. Can you handle the truth?
- what truth? I don't know..
74. What are you wearing?
- clothes..duh.what do you expect me to be naked?
75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
- OMG! yea!!

2008-09-17T13:02:00.000-07:00

Today we had grade 9 field day. Played games and stuffs.And it was really fun..
First, we put on some clips on our clothes and people have to grab them from each other.So...some kids cheated by hiding them in their pocket.One of them did a weird thing...LOL..I better not say it.Anyway...so this guy kept on running for my clips and I was like "why are u always grabing clips from me? why not someone else?" and he said something like "you're the easiest babe" or something(that kinda pissed me off) so I was chasing him the whole time and he ran about.Another person had like 6 or 7 clips and all the people were chasing him.When I was looking at someone else my teacher grabbed one clip from me and done!
The second game we played was ..well, it's not really a game but it was drawing on the ground.So basically we had to draw 9J and decorate it.
And we moved on to the next game which was really silly.We had some rubber pigs and chickens and had to put them beween our legs and throw another one to the other person.It was really awkward putting the chikens between our legs so I didn't play it.
The next game was making a cheer for our class.Which was "9JL we're the best.Red black and white we'll beat the rest".That guy who was chasing me came up with that because he's the only one who actually does something.Others were fooling around.Our instractor was frustrated and she was like "i think i'm being ignorant..no one actually cares about what I say".So another guy suggested that we do the soulja boy dance since everyone knows about it.And another guy was like "why red black and white?" and the teacher said "becuz it's our class' colors" and he was like "no man I don't like red..it's represent blood.I don't wanna die or get killed by the crips" and people were laughing.
So we moved on to the next station.Only two people played that because you look retarted if u play that.
The next game was really fun.Someone has to be the mouse and another person has to be a cat.The cat will try to find the mouse under this thing that the rest are shaking.It's really hard so we played and had fun.I wanted to be the cat or the mouse but before that the buzzer rang.
The next game was kinda like skiing.Whatever...
We went to class and had our lessons and oh shit holy cow!!!!!! I just remembered...I forgot to bring a library book...what the hell..*sigh* forget it...maybe tomorrow if I can rmb.

2008-09-16T12:54:00.000-07:00

Toronto's breaking news!!!!!!!!!!!! Our school had a lockdown this afternoon.It was like...so freaking scary!!! Ok so this boy called Jordan Manners who's 15 years old has been shot outside his school, Bandale bussiness and technical Institute which is very near to our school and he died.First, my teacher Ms Rahmani said "we're gonna practise a lockdown next week" and when I went for my second period the vice principle announeced " attention all staffs and students shool's gonna be locked down until further notice" and then my friend started laughing and i was like "what the hell..it's scared the hell outa me but it's funny how they make it sound so realistic when it's fake.But I thought we were practising next week..why now??" and people are like "who cares..it's fake anyways" so they didn't close the curtains or anything and after a few moment we saw some helicopters and got so scared...omg!! It was real!!! I was worried sick...all I heard was someone got shot but didn't know who so I was like "noo what if it's my family" and people kept on agreeing with me they were like "yeah i know...i'm scared too" and we were inside for a few hours.Since it was boring we played chess and stuffs.There's this guy who's really clever and helped me play it with the guy called "dead man"(name shall not be revealed as he says so..lol) so yea..and then after that we were released to go home and NOWHERE else.All the roads were blocked and had to walk all the way to some other place for the bus and there were tons of police and everything.Helicopters and a lot...so tons of people kept on askin me what happened and yea..I met this person who's about 30 or something told me that Toronto has always been very safe but lately starting since last year there have been a lot of shootings.Weapons were all coming crom America and it happens in TEXAS MOSTLY!!!!!!!!! (ARGHHH!!!) I'm going to TEXAS next year.Oh well...look at the bright side..i'm going to Stefen's school...SO i'll get to see him and it'll be awesome.

By the way...pls no rude comments on my cbox kindly.I'm not offending anyone or anything and I've never done anything to you so pls...They'll always be deleted as usual and if u continue then i'll block you.If you don't like me OR my posts then don't read them or better not even come here.If something's bothering you then there's nothing wrong with telling me rather than being angry about nothing and shoving ur anger on my face like a pie.Or should i say on my cbox??it's your own fucking problem u get it??? There must be something wrong with you and you need help so go and talk to a counsellor or your parents.You're just jealous of something!! I don't know what but I just know by the way you talk to me.YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE INTRUDER!!! You have no right to give me that shitty face of yours. I'm sooo mad !!!! and no one saw ur fugly comments because I deleted them before anyone could even read them.

2008-09-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

Here's a quiz I got from Emily Osment on facebook.
—YOUR BOY SIDE—-

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. [some of the time...]
[x] Shopping is torture
[x] Sad movies suck.[sometimes..they get really boring.I prefer action and fantasy]
[x] You own a car racing game.[I used to..so i'm guessing that counts]
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.[my bro does]
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You have watched sports on TV
[x] Gory movies are cool. [some]
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. [ on acting ]
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[x] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.[sometimes]
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-

[ ] You love to shop.[i prefer my mom shopping for me.BUT i choose the clothes.It's really tiring]
[x] You wear eyeliner [sometimes]
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures [only sometimes]
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] You cried watching The Notebook.[a little.That's a sad movie.I recomend it for u]
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up[To shower yea.And I don't wear make ups]
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.[I laugh]
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like. [well, sometimes. :P]
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

--Appearance--

[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/burn easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ you shouldnbt care what people think!! i know i dont]
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

--Embarrassment--

[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. [BAHAHHA.]
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[ ] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

--Health--

[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

--Traveling--

[x] I’ve driven / riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.

--Experiences--

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I’ve eaten Sushi.[ew..raw stuffs]
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

--Relationships--

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

--Honesty / Crime --

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

--Death and Suicide--

[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

--Materialism--

[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

--Random--

[x] I can sing well .
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don’t kill bugs[gross..i don't even dare go near them]
[x] I sing in the shower.[like really loud]
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [ URGG I HATE THAT..i did that once to try]
[x] I laugh at my own jokes [only if they're actually funny... :P]
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.[normal name yea..abnormal names no]
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest

2008-09-12T19:33:00.000-07:00

You gotta love this song!!! This is one of the most amazing song I've heard o this planet.Seriously!! It's a hard rock/metal song.No wonder I love rock.And the lead singer's so pretty.Her name's Lacey Mosely.I've heard a few of their songs and I like them a lot.I heard this song over 10 times today.SO AWESOME!! Oh and the band's name's Flyleaf.Now it's one of my fav bands.

2008-09-12T16:42:00.000-07:00

YAY!! It's Friday finally! I had a hard time in school doing the stupid math test.AND not to mention I was late for school..like really late!

Ok so some police came to our school to ckeck on because recently there has been a murder or something in a high school in Toronto.Some guys tried to do something to another guy and that guy stabbed them I guess.SO the police officers are checking on all the high schools in Toronto and they came to our school.They gave us this big lecture and all I heard was blahbitty blahbitty blah.

Science was great of course.A guy got kicked out of the class because of laughing too hard!!! HAHA!! ROFL!! LMAO!! he was so embarassed..aww poor boy I felt kinda sorry.He stopped laughing totally.Christopher kicked his table and he was like shaking the table so I was vibrating.LOL.He's so funny gosh!! He keeps on saying "fire" and does all these funny stuffs.

Today I puked when I saw Miley Virus's pic on the net.Do you know that I hate her? I mean who deosn't except for her 8 year old stupid queaky voice so called "fans".She's soo oh my gosh..like who gives a damn abt tht biatch.She's so fcuked up and URG! She has the worst personality a person can ever have!! She has jacked up teeth, ugly face(without makeups..selena doesn't even need make-ups), dark circles, manly voice sounds like a helium, nude pictures, whore, slut , copycat, liar and everything!!! Her manly voice killed my kitten..To Miley : thx a LOOOTTT kitty killer!!

I like the Jonas sister's music but I so hate their clothes.They're so gay! soo gay!! They wear girly coats and and..skinny jeans with converse and vans.Like ewwwww....which GUY would wear skinnies?? Only some gays with no sense of clothes.

There are three schools around my school so it gets really crowded after school.There are kids EVERYWHERE! They drive me crazy! I have to miss three buses because they squeeze, run, go crazy and nuts to get on the bus.They push each other and stuffs.LOL.SOme of them..they crawl on the bus to avoid getting the driver to see them because they don't wanna pay the bus fare.LOL. And there's this fountain where a lot of people looking like gangsters gather around everyday.They usually take advantage of people from my school and the elementary school.They're 12th graders so yea..They wear so many chains and stuffs, shout like mad and dress like weird people.Their hair's so high no one can reach them.They're really tall.They even rob people and bully people.Like they say "give me ur money or else I'll slap U!" and they push the poor people in the fountain.LOL.That's what my teacher said though...bunch of them smoke a lot and nobody can stand the smell.
One of them I saw wearing a skeleton thingy(I've never seen any outfit like that before so there's probably no name for it.)..it looks kinda like a hoodie but it reaches his toes.And there's two layers of it..Soo he was screaming really loud for no reason like "WOOOOOOHOOO".Like a wolf. And everyone got inside the bus before they hop on because then they'll start pushing the poor people.

2008-09-08T13:00:00.000-07:00

Hmm...School was AWESOME tosay!! Seriously..i've never had such a great day in school before(including bangladesh and singapore).First of all...I made a great new friend who's sooooo nice and pretty. I noticed her the last time and she was quiet so I thought I would talk to her a little and I sat beside her and started talking...
Me : Hey!

Sameem(or whatever...I don't know how to spell her name.Like duh..first day talking what do you expect from me??) : Hi..

Me : What's your name?

Shameem : Shameem

Me : OH..tht's a nice name

Shammem : Thx..what's yours?

Me : Nahin..

Shameem : nice name
Me : hehe..thx. Sooo...r u new here?

Shameem : new..well..*rolling eyes*..sort of..u know not in Canada but this is my freshman year.I went to America before and stayed there for 1 year.

Me : oh great..I'm new here.I just came from Singapore

Shameem : Oh singapore? where is it?

Me : SE ASIA

Shameem : hmm..

Me : Hey..speaking of America , I'm going there next year.

Shameem : oh really? why?

Me : cuz my dad stays and works there

Shameem : Oh.which state r u going to?

Me : Texas..

Shameem : Oh i went there too!

Me : Oh yea??!! Where did u stay in America?

Shameem : California

Me : I'm going to Houston

Shameem : oh..the plane I was on stopped somewhere around there when arriving in Canada

Me : ohh..

And then we started doing our work and asked each other a few questions like what courses r we taking and blah blah...

Then it was English.Surprisingly, those idiots were like Angels today.I don't know what happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway...tht guy who's the most annoying person was asking the chinese guy his name.He was like "yo what's ur name yo?" LOL..and he was like...leaning against something I guess.So the chinese guy ignored him and Mr, Choules(our eng teacher..isn't it obvious? why do I have to waste my energy to type?) was like "if u ask him like that he'll never answer ur question" and the Mr, annoying guy ever went "ok ..hey hello..what's ur name?" LOL!!!!!!! and Mr choules was like "he already knows that there's some muahahaha going on ur mind".LOL!!!!!!

As usual science is the most amazing lesson ever!!!! The people are so freaking nice to each other, the guys are so cute(hehe), and they are sooooooo freaking funny!!!!!!!!! Even Mr kim's funny!!! sorry only the funny word doesn't really fit them.Let's see..a better word will be funnilarious(funny+hilarious)!!!!!!! There's a goth girl who deosn't talk at all but she's really cool! I like gothic styles..but my fav color isn't black.

Math's always boring...ARGH! I take math course with some nerdy eleven and tenth graders. Why wouldn't it be boring.They talk about studies all day and they're so quiet and ARGH!!!! WHo would like boring peple who don't talk at all? Not me I don't...And they're lder than me.They know what they talk about..why would I care??

2008-09-05T13:13:00.000-07:00

First day of school...hmm...not bad.First Geography course was..um...good.Some guys were around me and they're really nice.I was really nervous at first.One thing that I fear the most is BULLIES!!! I couldn't sleep the previous night but everything went fine.There are weird looking people but they're older than me and they don't bother 9 or 10th graders.

First when I was walking through the hallway my heart was beating soooo fast and I could have fainted.Then I talked to a few people around and they were nice.They showed me where my class is and stuffs.

Well...back to Geography.I thought I would be the shortest one in the whole school but there are hundreds of people who are shorter than me.Like those guys who were around me during Geography.A guy came and sat beside me.There's this guy named David who raises his hand everytime teacher asks a question.Those guys were really helpful as I said before.They help each other and stuffs.There was also a Muslim girl who seemed so quiet! I'm gonna talk to her the next time.She might be new.

Then it was English and OMG!!!!! Those tall guys are sooo fcuked up!! Their shirts go down their knees which look so weird.And there's a girl called Ameena or something who said she can be my friend but I'm still confused because she didn't seem very nice to the teacher.I hate Muslim guys in my school!! Seriously even though I'm a Muslim myself.They shout a lot, they talk back and they bully people.They were bullying this new Chinese guy( I guess he's new cuz he never talked to anybody and he was looking down all the time) and then the guy started crying.The teacher shouted at them and they were like " hey I was just asking questions.What's wrong with asking question?".And then they started talking to me.They were like "hey new girl!".I was like "hey old guys".They weren't mean to me or anything but they were really noisy!!!!! They sat wherever they wanted to and walked around for the whole period.

During lunch time I saw this girl and I said "hey" and she said hey back of course and we started talking.She's in grade 11.She was really really nice and she was like "welcome to Canada" and we talked and stuffs and she left.Then I went for Math lesson.As usual I hated Math because I always do.There were friendly people though.

Last period was Science.Only three words to describe it..A-MA-ZING!! The teacher's so nice! He showed us stuffs and everyone went "WHOA!!!!".People were really nice and funny.So far I liked science most.We were walking around and lookin at stuffs to do our worksheet that was given to us.Girls are so quiet and guys are so funny! Our teacher Mr kim was showing us how flammable substances are and the fire went "boom!" when he put flour or baking soda or something in.We were so excited that all of us started shouting "once more!" and a guy turned off the lights and two guys came jumping out of nowhere and sat beside me since I was at the front and everyone went "WHOA!!!!!!!" again.

Finally school was over and so far..I liked it very much.Friendly people and everything.Soo yea..People asked "hi are you new here?" everytime they saw me wandering around the hallways.So far, I think the people from Pakistan,Afghan(muslims) are the bad ones(what a shame man! I'm like one of them..) and the whites and blacks are great people!!!! Even though the blacks dress in a weird way.They're just gangsters wannabees but not the real ones.They're really nice.I guess I'm done here.

2008-09-03T14:57:00.000-07:00

This is a video made by me on youtube abt why I hate raps.Because they're craps.

2008-08-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hey!! It was a day greater than just great yesterday! First I had to go to US embassy for my fingerprint AGAIN!! And I had to do it like 4 times because my hand's different from everyone's in the whole planet maybe.LOL.And then we went to best buy to buy some weird games for SAMEAN.He bought a nintendo DS game.I like playstation more than nintendo.And I like the one that Rafsan bhaiya has.XBOX 360.Can't believe he bought a boring game like GTA.

Hmm...And I bought the Jonas Brothers Album, A little bit longer.It has BB good, burnin' up, shelf, one man show, lovebug, tonight, can't have you, video girl, pushin' me away, sorry, got me goin' crazy and a little bit longer of course.Nick Jonas wrote that song for himself and all the kids in the world who have diabetes like him.Awwwww...poor Nick.I feel so sorry for him.

After we came back home, me and mom went to Scarborough Town Centre to get my glasses.We went to Walmart and she started looking for hoodies for Farin and I started yelling."YOU NEVER BUY ME ANYTHING I WANT.WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN???? I KNOW YOU HATE ME!!!!!!".Guys...chilll...that's how it works.Not that I was really mad at my mom or something.I pointed to a really pretty girl wearing hoodies to convince her that hoodies make you look cool.

Then we went to west 49 which is like the coolest store available in the town centre.You can find all the baggy clothes, cool caps, thousands of the coolest hoodies every made, gangsta clothes and everything.It's gangsta not gangster!!! It's cool, man! And I bought this really cool hoodie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

We went to the pet store after that to buy two birds for Ramisa and I saw this cute guy walking around with a bird on his arm and I thoought "this is your chance, Nahin.Go for it" and I talked to that guy but my mom called me so I had to go.Grr! I was like "why didn't you let me finish my conversation with that hot stuff over there?".LOL.SO we bought two really cute birds.One's light blue and the other's green and yellow! We named them summer and winter because of their colors.

Ok..and then we went to Ramisa's house to set up the cage and everything.Man, I feel so sorry for her.She's coughing like heck.She woke up after seeing me and we had fun with the birds.

Today I'm going there again to play with the birds.Ain't it col having your cousins live beside you? Oh yeah..forgot to mention..I asked Rafsan bhaiya what's his fav color and he said green.Did it have to be my fav color too?! I have like everything in common with him.Even my unibrow!!! WHat the fcuk!!!

2008-08-26T15:43:00.000-07:00

Hey homies! Hmm..It was a great day today even though I had to wake up at 6:00 am.And went outside with my geeky family!! GRR! We had to go to the stupid US embassy or something!!! AGAIN..GRR!!!!! It was at downtown which i BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST AWESOMELY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways..After we were done doing stuffs at the US embassy we went to see the CN tower which is world's third longestbuilding.BTW, I saw soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cute guys today!! Ahhhhh..It was cool.I ate a hot dog and we bought some fries.Ok not some but A LOT!! Really a lot.Wanna hear the best part?? We didn't eat those fries.My parents ate two of them and they were really nice but I gave the rest to the birds.Seagulls, peagons and those small birds..I don't know what they're called.They were all over me for food.They even stood on my hand.I got to pet them a little..awwww! Arent's they adorable??!

You know, two days before some guests came to my house.Tanzil, Arfan, Yana apu, Atia and their parents.Tanzil's so annoying!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!! He annoyed Ramisa to death.He annoyed everyone to death.And Stefen HAD to send me the weirdest text message ever at that moment.They think Stef's my boyfriend but he's not dummies!! He's my friend and tha' he'll ever be even though he's too hot to resist and has the greatest personality a boy can ever have.Did I tell you that he's half mexican? Anyway..He sent me this weird message saying "man, I got this nice tan on my stomach and I look hotter I have to admit that".First, Samin read it.And then Rafsan bhaiya and then Tanzil.GOOD HEAVENS! Rafsan bhaiya was giggling nd lt so mad!!!!

Back to today. When we were coming back home and on the bus I sat beside a cute guy!!! AHHHHHHH! Oh my...There wasn't any seats available so I had to.EEKKKK! LOL

2008-08-21T13:57:00.000-07:00

I GOT MY GUITAR!!!!YEAHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-08-20T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!Yesterday I went to Ramisa's house to play the piano.You know how much I love musical instruments!!! Yes.I like piano, guitar and violin the most.Speaking of violin, it reminds me that my old classmate Mark used to play it.Anyway, my dad called and he said that he bought the guitar so the guitar is getting striked off from my wish list.Bah bye!

2008-08-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

So people guess what? The scariest thing ever happened in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! Rmb I talked about gangsters today early in the morning? About shooting and stuffs? And it's 9:04 pm now and I just saw one at the lobby.So here it goes.It was really freaky!

Ramisa's parents came to my house today to chit chat and stuffs and when they were leaving, I had to go with them to get some papers from Rafsan bhaiya's drawer for my science project.Printing papers.So I went with them and got the papers and me and Ramisa were coming back to my house. So we were at the stairs in front the block and we saw this gangster-like person. He was getting in and Ramisa was like "no nahin apu don't go.I don't feel right" and I was like "no worries.Come on, it's just a person.Not like he's gonna kill you or something. And you know that gangsters don't come inside apartment buildings." So I started walking off without Ramisa because she was stubborn and she was standing at the staircase. So I went inside and saw this lady and the gangster.The lady was calling her house to open the door(in case you don't know, in apartments there's a phone.You call someone to open the door, they press 6 and you get in.Because starngers aren't allowed inside).I saw them arguing.The gangster was telling the lady to look at his face for some reason and the lady didn't even look at him.

So then I went outside to call Ramisa and she had the feeling that something was wrong(wow! she's phsycic).She came in with me and I was like "your weird".The gangster was staring at us which was really scary.I didn't dare to look at him.And the lobby is like small with four people.I felt like running outside and going back to Ramisa's house but then I told myself not to worry.So I called my mom and she opened the door and the gangster started running towards the door to get in.That's when the lady pushed him against the wall and hit him with her walking stick and said "GET IN QUICK AND DON'T LET HIM GET IN.HE'S A STARNGER."Ramisa was holding the door open for everyone to get in.I got in before her and the lady and the gangster were fighting JUST BESIDE RAMISA!!(Imagine her freaked out face).She was shocked and couldn't move and she was still holding the door open.How dumb can she be!(its not true.She's smarter than you think.She just blanked out).So we ran like mad inside the lift leaving the poor lady with that cruel cruel idiotic gangster.I know..we're prepared to take any kinda punishment you'd like to give us for being so cruel.

So after we were inside the lift I was pressing the door closing button so many times but it takes forever.I was mad at the stupid lift.I also wanted to run out of the other door in case he gets in by fighting the lady.But I didn't and we were at the 11th level already and I was scared that he follows us there so we ran inside my house and I told my mom to close the door and she closed it with Ramisa outside. HAHAHAHA!!! ROFL!! And I was screaming like HELL!!!Ramisa was about to cry since she was scared and locked out.So my mom was screaming to and she opened the door finally and we were shaking and looked like ghost since we were pale, you know.So we told my mom about it and she became another ghost. Samean was like "quick lock the door".He's a bird-brain.The door WAS locked.What does he expect???? Anyways..and we watched the lobby on TV.That channel is for people to see if there's a stranger at the lobby calling you to open the door.

2008-08-17T09:19:00.000-07:00

Yo homies! You know, I've been thinking..Why do people have to be weird? And I came up with this answer.Because they don't know how to act like a normal person.Yea! I'm a deep thinker.LOL.Actually everyone has something that they do in a weird way and that's all there is to it.No one's perfect.Of course.BUT..you're perfect for who you are.So why can't you be yourself? There's nothing wrong.ENOUGH SAID!Btw, being weird is the coolest thing ever.

I have tuition tomorrow.I haven't done my project yet.I don't know why but I always like to leave things for later.Until I have 1 hour left and I have to rush like a horse.I'm so bored....

You know, my bro got this shooting guns and stuffs at the picnic yesterday.He plays with my sister and I bet both of them are gonna grow up to be gangsters and shoot around.People say in my school which is David And Mary Thomson gangsters go around shooting a lot.Of course it's scary but you'll have to get used to it if you live in North America.Singapore was safer.And guess what..I never wanna go to America.Bloods and Crips shoot almost everyday in school.And they bully you a lot.Canada is better.Not that it's really really safe.You're not allowed to go to the washroom alone in school.Teachers think about your safety of course.But there aren't any gangsters in school.They come from outside school.SCARY!!!!!

About 2 more weeks left until summer's over.That sucks! school's always stressful for teenagers but I'm gonna be strong.After all you have to deal with things in life.*Sigh*

Hey guys..watch this video.This girl's retarted.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaXPxxk3sKg
That girl's totally cracked.She's crazy for a baby and she's just simply insane.

2008-08-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

Woke up at about 10:40 am and ate noodles for breakfast.Ramisa, Samin and all of them went to apicnic.I'm with Farin at home.I hate going out.

We were supposed to watch Gladiator yesterday but we didn't.You
know why??? Because wedidn't stay over at Ramisa's house but we didn't.URGH!

2008-08-13T19:37:00.001-07:00

Yo dawgs and homies and dudes and dudettes and peeps! It was kind of a boring day today.Never got to do anything special or fun but...ok.AFter all, I have to accept life the way it goes right? Anyway...I woke up at 7:00 something to lock the door since my mom was going out to some place for job or something I have no idea.I locked the door and went back to my bed but coudn't sleep.If I wake up once I can't sleep anymore so I was lying on my bed for 1 or 2 hours looking at the beautiful sky outside my window.I like my room.My closet is like kinda purple.The carpet in my room is green and which is of course my favorite color.The carpet looks like gras.It's a good thing that I have carpetted house.I can do summersaults and stuffs.LOL.I don't get hurt when I fall.So back to my room.It has a portable air con and the window's beside my bed.You can see the birds and the sky outside.It's such an amazing room.I just love it!!! And the bed is comfortable too.I don't even feel scared a bit.Even if I off the lights and close the door, the moonlight makes it brighter than day and it's just AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL! When I look outside my window it seems like I can see the whole of Toronto city.The city lights make it even more beautiful.And oh ya...night skies...I love watching stars.You know how much I love stars don't ya?? Sooo...enough of my room.After saying bye to my mom I got up at about 9:00 something and washed my face and stuffs and computer......for a long time until my mom came back from wherever she went.I showered and went to the library with Ramisa to return and borrow books.We returned the old Witch Competition book and borrowed 6 books. Ghost, Photography, Breakups because it's broken, sweet sixteen, picture perfect(what you need to feel better about your body) and confession of a teenage Hollywood star.Those books are really interesting except for one of them.That photography book was just a litle something to show my mom and make her happy.I like reading books from the teen section.Ramisa too.We took forever to choose those books and then we went to blockbuster video to check out some movies.It was the horror section that we saw only because we didn't have much time and had to return home as soon as possible.So we came back at about 2:00 something.Oh did I mention that we always look out for cute guys?? Yes and we find a few everyday.There are a lot at the park where we walk every afternoon.It's FUN!!!!!!!!!!We try to bump on some but shy shy shy...you know...lol.The other day when we were walking by some cute guys playing baseball about 18 or 19 years, their ball rolled in front of us and they were like "oh sorry" and we were like "it's ok..hehe".LOL LOL LOL.So i'm ending here tonight.I have to sleep.See ya tomorrow..

2008-08-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened yesterday.You know like an ordinary day.Today I have tuition again.I have to shower after a fe minutes...oops!!!! sorry I only have 1 minute left.Wow time passes by really fast.Gtg.Bye.

PS : I HATE SAYING BYES

2008-08-10T20:43:00.000-07:00

Hi! That video has me singing beautiful.Tell me how I sing and that picture's amazing.Isn't that? I love that.Green guitar.

2008-08-10T11:20:00.000-07:00

2008-08-10T10:52:00.001-07:00

Hey I just finished editing my blog.I guess If I get more time I'll try to do some more.I hope you guys like my blog.I mean all the credits go to Min Min the designer of this blog skin.She's the one did all these.She created this beautiful skin.So yea thx to her.

I know I've not been posting for a long time but now I'm back.I was gonna watch Wizards Of Waverly Place but I felt like editing my blog first.Oh yeah.Did I mention that Selena Gomez Is my fav actress?? And Emma Watson to.Aren't they just beautiful??Yes they are oh yes they are...LOL.

So..Yesterday I stayed in Ramisa's house for the whole day.It was so much fun over there.Every Friday night we sleep over at Ramisa's house.Her dad usually brings three movies and pizzas on Friday night so that we can watch movie and at the same time we enjoy the mouth watering pizza.Soo..We watched The Terminal which was HILARIOUS!!!!!And we woke up at about 10:00 something and my mom and sis came to my house to do their stuffs while me and Samin stayed in Ramisa's house(We missed A Haunting!!!!! BOOOO).Her dad played Ludo and stuffs with us.It was FUN!!!!!So we had fun playing with Ramisa's dad.And I played Chess with Ramisa three times and I won but when I played with my mom I lost and I was screaming like hell because I HAVE TO WIN ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!And we came back home at night.Oh yea and my mom and Mono aunty(Ramisa's mom) told us a lot of stories of their childhood.They are always fun.Then we started talking about names and everybody wanted to change their names and find the meanings of their names.My name had no meaning.LOL.Ok so Im ending here and bye.

2008-08-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to do.I love the new skin that I have but I dont know how to change my name and stuffs like that.

2008-08-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday me and Ramisa missed the big conference.Actually it was cancelled but today we missed part of it since my mom went to house number 1.Last night I talked to Stefen and it was really sweet.Saw his picture.He's ssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE AND HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smokin hot! Ok...soo..wat up ppl?? Yeah..Let's get this party started.LOL.I'm being kinda lame now aren't I??Ranamita, pls read my blog.Hahaha.I sent an email to Rafsan bhaiya but he didn't reply.WHat a meanie!!!(I dun mean that).LOL.Adios amigo.

2008-07-30T10:34:00.001-07:00

I think me, Ramisa and Rafsan bhaiya are real brother and sisters.Today I have tuition and I never get enough sleep because of that.I have to do my hw and stuffs.Now I really don't feel like doind my hw but too bad I have to.Me and Ramisa went to the laundry room downstairs to wash some clothes and I thought her shirt shrunk.It was looking like it actually did.We didn't return our library books today all becuse of tuition.We can't even have some fun together all...and YES!!!!YES!!!! I DO MEAN THE TUITION!!!!!!!!!It's all the tuition's fault.It's sooo boring that you can never imagine.There are these two guys over there who keep on staring at us with big eyes that are popping out of their socket.Like this-------->O.O.They say some weird things which we don't understand.Now I really think I should complete my hw or I'll be dead meat by dinnertime and my meat will be served as dinner for everyone.I know my cousin won't eat my meat but my mom will b/c she hates me. Ok peace out...

2008-07-29T20:04:00.001-07:00

Today I had tuition and it was interesting.I have a big project to do for next week and I have math test tomorrow and the teacher said he'll send the result to my parents to sign!!!!! aww man!!!!!!!!!!!That sucks totally..btw i have to return the library books tomorrow.Today when I was coming home after dropping Ramisa off at her house I met Rafsan bhaiya and he asked if Ramisa was at my house and I said no.He's weird sometimes.I thought he'd never talk to me but he did.I don't know why..How I wish Stefen was online!I'm bored without him.I had a great day because I watched Wizards Of Waverly Place, Selena Gomez added me on facebook and I predicted the future which is past now.LOL..bye

2008-07-28T10:23:00.000-07:00

I'm really mad today.Why does my dad have to move us to Texas??? He's hurting my feelings soo badly.I've been separated from Ramisa, Rafsan bhaiya, Khalu and aunty for years and years and now that we're all together, I have to move AGAIN! You know what..I hate this kinda life of moving here and there every year.I'm nvr talking to my parents ever again! I swear...They're hurting my feeling really bad and they know it.Doesn't happiness come b4 everything else?

2008-07-27T19:00:00.000-07:00

Ok so today I went to a stupid boring picnic(we have picnics every saturday but today it was on sunday).I soooo didn't wanna go there but my mom forced me.She said I wasn't safe at home.I dunno what she meant by that.Anyway...after I got there all I did was to sit on a chair and watch the nature.People were like "why is she soo sad blah blah blah"..I just felt like screaming at my mom.Why does she have to be so weird????Then I went to Ramisa's house and we went to the park.We sked Arfan to come with us but they had to leave in minutes.Soo after a few minutes of swinging at the park the sky got all cloudy and started raining cats and dogs.We started running like mad and got wet.Then we tried to find a shelter and stood under someone's garage and then saw Ramisa's dad coming to fetch us with his car and went home to get scoldings and changed(clothes of course..duh).I sorry..i can't type anymore i'm just sad now..I'll die in 1 year.And no I'm not joking..I just thought of that and started crying..i was soo cheerful and everyone's gonna lose me.I wonder if they'll miss me or anything.I can't help crying when I think of my cousins.They had so mch fun with me and now it's time for me to say goodbye to this world.I know how it feels like when you know you're gonna die..it feels horrible.You know you're leaving all the people who loved u and u loved.K i'm done..

weird day

2008-07-26T11:30:00.000-07:00

Today my aunt, uncle and cousins are eating over at my house.And I'm weirder than usual.I don't know why.I think that's why I'm weirder.I have a friend from Texas called Stefen.Really sweet!!But he's just a friend.My cousin's trying to get him to like me.I don't know why...

2008-07-25T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hi!! I just created this blog and the picture you see is me.Of course..^^.My name's Nahin and i'm 14.I stay in Scarborough, Toronto.It's in Canada FYI(only in case ur dumb).I'm really lazy and prolly the laziest person on Earth because all I don't even like picking up a litter from the floor.I'm weird...veryyy weird..really really veryyy weird.My favorite colors are purple, green, yellow, orange, sky blue, baby pink.My fav band is Paramore, Jonas Brothers, Within temptation(she was great but now ppl tink she's old but still great for me).Fav songs are...um..to many to name.Fav singer's Celine Dion.Ok enough said.